You Peel It Until There Is Nothing Left
What happened to this year? Well there is still the Pandemic going on and has no signs of abating, then Bitcoin did rose but is just trying to pick-up momentum because of many external factors and events in the background as well that we do not know of.
For me I had a breakthrough in resolving my pain issues, at least the lingering pain had subsided a bit and I can never be more happier because even though I stopped using Cinacalcet to control my Parathyroid hormone pump I had experienced a better pain alleviation by just taking Vitamin K2 in addition with my other bone vitamins.
Then I am able to ease-up my breathing issues and in turn it allowed me to sleep better without waking up and catching my breath. So I must say that this year had been better for me because I gained grounds regarding my well-being and that is something money can't buy indeed.
But sadly another year is slashed from my age, I am a year older compared to last year and signs of aging is getting more apparent like the sagging skin and maybe my hair would turn grey faster than expected.
It is also bad that I cannot return for doing my past hobbies, I also guess that I will die never ever getting the chance to really improve my life since I only have a limited resources to transform my body near the way it was about ten years ago.
With the body like this in reality I am just better dead than just a waste of oxygen and space in this world because obviously I just can't do anything physical anymore. I wasn't able to achieve things in the past and spending my life by waiting for a better state of health and just being on the sidelines everytime until many moments had passed and I am left out with a body which is like that of a chewed food by a cat.
It has been quite a lifetime that I had, once I had dreamed of many things to do while I was younger but now that I am older I just turned to hoping that I would experience a near normal state again, a normal appetite, no pain, a much better well-being.
But an Asteroid strike bigger than my country is a million times more possible than me trying to achieve some of my goals because it needs a great amount of luck and financial capability for me to pull it all through.
Even though I lost a lot of opportunities and experiences in my life it is still fun to be alive, ever to meet my parents, some friends, my family and relatives although my physical and health condition attributed in not having the best times with the people around me.
If we all think about it we do not exists a trillion years before we were born and then we were born and that is something that is truly magical making us experience how is it to live in this seemingly so small world.
My goal is to live eternally with God with no more of the things that bothers me in this world. I guess that I could experience heaven more all because I lived my life mostly with this brewing sickness that I have until it resulted in this clusterfuck of medical complications that I am still surprised that I am still managing. It has been a hard life but life has to continue for me even though the time of my life is getting shorter every passing minute.
Life Is Short, Time Goes Fast, Do Good Things while Alive
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