My Father's Birthday Tomorrow 🍰

It is my father's birthday tomorrow and he is turning 73 I think, it makes me worried more than happy because he is not getting any younger while I myself gets to need his support as he was the one driving me to and from the dialysis center so without him life would even be more hard for me.

The average life expectancy for most people is at the age of 72, in the rage of my parent's age now. My mother is already complaining about her arm being constantly in pain all the time so she can't pick me up anymore from my bed to the wheelchair. It is just good that I am in a better state today then from the past few months but still I could not able to walk because of my aching feet joints when I use them to walk.

I hope that someday that I can be able to be on my own without my parent's help .i.e hiring some nanny to help me out about my daily activities but that will only happen if I am more free financially.

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But even though I will get the finances for my needs there is still a question if I am still qualified for my needed surgeries but I will cross the bridge when I get there. Right now my priorities are my medications and also I am worried in that regard because not forever I will be able to earn and I pray to God that he takes my spirit before any bad happens to my body even more because of lack of medication.

Anyway with my father's birthday tomorrow I do not know what they are planning, we are not used to birthday celebrations because there is always no budget for that. It is just now that my in-laws are the ones that buys cakes and stuff when there will be a person that will have a birthday in the family. So without my in-laws really we will just greet the family member and that's it.