Not Reaching My Goals Gives Me The Feeling Of Frustration And Hopelessness But I Have To Aim High

I am toiling night and day just to save some funds for my supposed medical goals but I end up just earning barely to sustain my daily medical needs so my ambition is still too far away for me to make a reality.

Also my goals really are too far-fetched and yet I am not losing hope that I can still achieve them. But it is good for my situation to aim high and try to reach for the stars rather than to accept my fate or worse to give-up.

I do not like to give up, I have known people that gave-up even before trying and I do hate those kinds of people which is why I do not want to be like them in any way, shape, and form.

But if I would aim high I might get lucky and hit my intended target and that would be a delight even if it is a short-lived success because we as human being only can live for a short time. If you are strong you can live past 70 years of age because people only live now until they reach that age, it is the average age that people dies.

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My Goals A Far-fetched So I Just Have To Reach For The Stars

For my condition I am surely to die sooner, I might even not last until the end of this year. which is why not gaining grounds for me about what I want to happen for my body makes me feel anxious and hopeless and frustrated and also panic sets in.

But at least for now I am able to sustain my immediate medical needs because I still have funds and praying that I will not find myself wanting because I have no one to turn to. Who would even try to help this kind of uninteresting being? Unless you have an empathy, selfless love, and care you wouldn't even like to look at me even.

I am still so thankful though because of the recent improvement about my bones and pain issues so it is a milestone in itself and now I am also feeling the excitement about the few months ahead because if this would continue then it will be considered as "goal reached" for me.

I still needed a lot of prayers and I think with a lot of you out there maybe a few really prayers for me hence the good changes in my life. I will just let God repay you because if he would be the one to do that I think it will really cheer you up.