There Is A Point In My Life That I Will Surrender Too And Accept Defeat

It is about mid-March but the air is still cool here in my neck of the woods. I reckon that the wet and rainy season after the hot and dry will also be different. I just hope that the rainy season will not be as bad like with hard rainfall because our house gets a bad treatment when those months would come.

Actually the start of the wet and rainy should be on the month of June which means that the hot and dry season gets shorter and shorter. It is important for me because the hot season allows me to be liberal on my fluid consumption because it has an effect of giving my body the ability to perspire more.

But with these cooler days I get to be filled-up fast with fluids. Case and point is that it is hard on my body in that regard because it is just hard to control fluid consumption considering that my nurses just doesn't want to take off all the extra water from my body which make me go home still with a high blood pressure.

High blood pressure is a thing that I fervently trying to manage because if left untreated it will just cause my heart to get bigger leading to a vicious cycle until my heart just collapse.

If my heart would get any problems I will not try to treat it because of the comorbidities that is already present in my body. But I do not know I can still fight it but I guess there will be a point to lower down my sword and shield and accept defeat since if all of the people that surrounds me already had given-up then there is no point of fighting anymore.