Dang this is depressing man,, looks like I came at a not so good time. STEEM should never be stressful as this is just a hobby for me ( although i spend hours sometimes just reading away at the new articles) all I can say is take care of yourself take as much rest as you need, let STEEM be a place away from your stress not the reason for it. Just my 2 cents feel free to disagree and ignore me :)

Its just too bad as I've just approved someone who applied you on Minnowbooster to be whitelisted. Its a postpromotion for your work to get seen by a wider audience but for now I guess that has to wait, hope to see you soon here in STEEM in a more upbeat light