Thank you for your kind comment and i am sure you will be fine however prepared you are. I found that it felt ridiculous to keep pushing for my own destruction, keep doing the opposite of how i used to live. The funny thing is we both found that we had been so heavily programmed in life to accept all the societal norms and convincing myself that i could do it was a large part of every battle. But as my wife and i both accepted ourselves and the journey we made our new normal and it brought us all closer together, that was the evolution of our revolution and i couldn't have prepared myself for that. I look forward to catching up with you again.