Oh man! I'm reading this story in reverse chronology. You are a worry Pie man! I know any commentary on the subject of heart kidneys etc would be akin to lecturing the professor. But I can't help myself. Please be careful !!! We had a recent tragedy in my community when a young healthy man mistook caffeine powder for protein powder.
I really do appreciate your honnesty regarding your treatment and personal struggles. If only we were all as open and shared the things we do to compensate and self treat. Thank you for continuing to share your diary entries. I hope you got some sleep x