Many times throughout the entirety of my existence I have decided to do something to change the way I was living in that moment. I take everything that I learned from my experience in whatever it was being left behind and I began to search for an interesting concept or idea to adapt to my perspective if it hadn't been already in place. Each perspective has a significant impact on the core of the overall development that is becoming the higher self of what I am to be. This is done with determination and absolute preservation of the true self. No regret or self pity should ever be allowed to intertwine in this process being applied to my life or there likely will be extremely difficult obstacles in the well-being of my mental state that is nearly impossible to overcome. There are always one or more attributes that attaches to structure and these skills or traits become either permanent or just long-term until it is replaced by a new or possibly an old ability to accent the next chapter on the path.
It is because of this practice I have been many places, seen a lot of different kinds of people and learned a great deal of both useful and profitable information. The ever changing of all things, places, appearances and situations not only keeps life interesting...but it can also help with the types of depression that usually stems from things becoming stale or monotonous overlapping. It very often feels like living many times throughout one amazing pass through existence. There are several things that I am completely skilled and mastered. There are also many subjects which I keep in the jack of all trades but master I am not..... usually these are the type of jobs or subjects that I have little or no interest in pursuing.
It is a fact that I am not a spring chicken anymore and I can only get as far as this one flesh and blood vessel will take me during this one of many lives. It has tremendous importance to me that reasoning with the side of me that is always going forward with adventurous feet to settle in one place and process all the information starts now. Along with a lot of research deep into occultism and esoteric sciences in my thoughts and memories I have lots of work to do. Being familiar with the practice of sigil magic, planetary magic, and the Tarot is not nearly enough to make the full circle of the hidden knowledge alone with nobody who knows more about the ceremonial ways or how to safely navigate and negotiate with the demonic entities that lead one to divinity.....yet I will learn all I can while searching for teachers from many walks of life.