Another Day I Knew It Would Be Okay.

Another day of driving around somewhat, yes, also finding the other paradigm outside of the main culture. Thinking to write some lyrics/ideas on tropes. Sometimes there are better/other ways to say the same thing that don't have to make it sound like a worn out idea. Put a new spin on things.

Will bring my bit of gear out and around so I could work on some more drum and bass when I have a moment. Been working on a little drum bass tracks to keep my mind of things for awhile. It works and is pretty fun. I get back to mixing genres together. I want to hear something I never heard before.

So I look back at how stressed I've been, how wearied and exacerbated by the culture and circumstance. Makes me feel like yea, I turned out alright. Healthy for me to be upset in the right ways. Good I had the harsh cabin fever and didn't pretend like all was okay. So then when I get a chance I take it and learn. I can appreciate what's important, not take it for granted. The isolation shows me how little people are educated, they are timid, many people seem afraid to argue or even speak. To me that was freaky. Good thing to freak out about.

Okay well now I gotta shower up and go. Can't wait to get back and work on myself some more.