Either Feel Super Weird Or Ultra Normal. Just Super Good!!

Same difference. Time to crack the knuckles, welp I would be in the public eye now! Gulp! What kind of cover persona should I create? A character that manifests naturally. I shall find my style on the way. What could be worse than writings block? Life block! Where your barred but not too scared or scarred. Being under gives you the inspirational insight, even blunted blundered emotions, the turmoil, there is insight into sensitivity. So can take it more easy through the freak scene, not to flip to blame and guess yourself.

What I'm trying to say is it's going to take allot of effort to find direction. It will be worth it. All I have, is to do it, so to speak. Keep writing or creating then take a look at the piece to hear what it is saying to get to know yourself better. Figure my character. I will keep making stuff after hours. After the work day is done. I will still think all day like I always have coming up with sayings, ideas.

The work today shouldn't make me feel too crazy. If I can feel confident in some kind of small musical act perhaps I could perform tonight at the local open mic. Get some practice in! Yes that's it!! I am playing some guitar songs, making some of my own electronic too by bpm. Keep going and growing till is sounds fine my way! Will get it Rway.

Good just feel normal taking direction. Sometimes it seems like I don't know what to talk about or what I'm talking about yet it may only feel that way sometimes. It's that haven't stopped to let go for awhile. Now that the weather is getting better that should put me at ease. Will be able to just go for walks soon. Not worried about work or anything. Inspiration will hit. I've been cooped up from the winter in past life and now it's over! Good stuff.