Friends

I feel the rain wash over me, the storm building up
Anger cracked, lashing out, my thoughts ran wild
This place isn’t for the living
Desolate, yet it is where I have come to call my home
This is where I have been abandoned.

I have no friends nor could I ever call another man my friend
Men true to their nature are evil
I have no family nor would I ever want to be such a disappointment
I do not deserve the fires that reside in the warmth of a hug.

I am alone.
I am cold.
Falling deeper into the nothingness
This is the fate I have forced upon myself
This is my justice - four walls to watch over me
The blank faces that peer deep within me, reading me, learning my buttons
Pushing the right ones