All you say here is true. From one perspective. Although things that seem to be obvious, are not easy to obtain. Does controll come from the age? Or it's a kind of magic trick you use on your brain? Practise? Easy to say, hard to do. Especially, if you need something you can't reach and it tears you apart. I feel like you did not present enough struggle one has to go through to make a change. Like it's a blink of an eye. And it is not, in my humble opinion. Still, upvote and good luck with your work :]