Spiritual Experiences, Archangels or Mind Tricks...?!

in life •  7 years ago 

Outside of my culinary adventures, it has been a long while since I have written anything pertaining to “my” life itself… it has also been a VERY long while, since I have had an experience like I had this morning – so I felt like sharing it.

Spiritual Experiences, Archangels or Mind Tricks...?!

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These ”kinds” of experiences have been a norm for me, well… for most of my life actually – except they were not quite as “placid” as this one… yet this one, has me a little more confused than most others I have ever experienced, despite the fact that it was a lot less negative, and – well… “Demonic”.

My partner, Dave works in the events industry so it is common for my sleep to be disturbed in the early hours of the morning when he arrives home, showers and settles in. Most nights when he is working, it is a “treat” for our son Jude to sleep in our bed and then upon Dave’s arrival, he will transfer him back to his own bed.

This morning I had actually woken up prior to Dave’s arrival, which was about 4am, but had managed to doze off again – so when he did arrive, at 5.30am, I was wide awake as he came upstairs, removed Jude from the bed and then went to his “happy place” haha – his “throne”.

After which, he generally heads into the shower, but at this point we both heard Jude’s tablet booting up and then shortly after, the dead battery “beep beep” – so Dave went to go check if Jude had been disturbed by the move to his bed, but he was sound asleep. So naturally Dave entered the shower, at which point I picked up my phone, checked the current BTC and SBD price (lol… as one does haha), collected my Samsung rewards, and had a brief look at my Steemit notifications – then put my phone down and closed my eyes.

About a minute later, I became ACUTELY aware of a presence in the room, opened my eyes and turned my head to look around. Initially it was an almost “comical” response from me, one which held no fear or reservation whatsoever, because as I turned my head around, I saw a woman standing in front of my dressing table, but facing the ensuite bathroom, which is on the opposite side of the room.

She was not looking at me, but I immediately thought I recognised her. To “my mind” she was a girl I went to college with, except her hair was a lot shorter than I know this “now woman” to have. She stood there, somewhat oblivious of me, with her shoulder length blonde hair, formal PURPLE dress and this UNMISTAKABLE light shining ONLY around her! - And she was…. Um, knitting…. Haha! Yes, knitting… what appeared to be a scarf.

These are two photos of the woman I associated her with in that moment

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The reason for me saying it was initially comical, was because I was not frightened by her presence, as I thought I knew her, and so I was going to say ”Are you seriously knitting?!” in humour, but then I realised I could not speak… at which point I panicked a little… so I tried to call for David, who was now in the shower… but all that was happening was my jaw was jerking open and closed like I was having some kind of fit! I am a pretty determined individual as most who know me will testify to, and eventually I managed to get out this really non-descript “MOOOOAAAN” in the hopes that it would get Davids attention…

Sadly, lol – he thought I was just complaining about him being too noisy in the shower hahaha!!!

And then, a second later, she was gone and so was the hold on my vocal expression – although I will admit, it took me a good few minutes to gather myself enough to actually say anything coherent to David. My jaw felt like it had been “locked”. It was the most obscure feeling!

Despite the fact that this happened at 6am in the morning and I was wide awake, I would be a liar if I said that I fell asleep with ease after that. Every time I closed my eyes, I kept getting glimpses of a woman putting on red lipstick and red nail polish… it drove me crazy, until finally it let me go and I managed to fall asleep again.

When I woke up I spoke to Jude and asked him if he had turned his tablet on after David had moved him back to his bed, to which he confirmed he had not, but that he had heard his phone go on and then die.

I have had some pretty damn disturbing spiritual experiences in my life, but as I said I have not had one for a pretty long time, and I LOVE wrapping my head around a mystery / challenge… and this one, as “simple” as it is – REALLY has me thinking.


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I actually sent a message to my former college mate to ask her if she knits, to which she confirms, she crochets – but I think my assumption that is was her, was more about the general physical appearance of this woman… and oddly me remembering “after the fact” that Tasha had always loved purple… which just made it all even a little weirder…

The VERY obvious light that surrounded this woman in a completely dark room is what caught most of my attention though – I have seen many a spirit stand near me and quite a few of those at night whilst in bed, but there is NEVER that kind of light around them, and such an EXCEPTIONAL mental emphasis on the colour purple!


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My initial thought was perhaps Angel?

So I Googled Archangels and their associated colours…
and when looking at angels from a colour related perspective,
I came up with the Archangel

Zadkiel...

and I have to be honest in saying,
that not only did the NAME of this angel
grab my IMMEDIATE attention
for certain personal reasons -
in addition to that, upon first glance
of most "depictions" of this angel -
it definitely resonated with me,
ESPECIALLY this one....


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but then again,
our minds LOVE to conveniently cooperate.... lol

I am VERY curious to get some outside input....

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Until next time...
Much Love from Cape Town, South Africa xxx

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Quite interesting article. You might have thought of it as being a very dreamy sort of thing, but in fact, a spiritual awakening is not as pleasant as you would expect it to be. You often learn to evolve by facing tough challenges in life.

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Hi @jaynie

I was just having a casual conversation with an uncle about human evolution two days ago. At one point, he exclaimed how he was excited about the possible inclusion and integration between inorganic (AI) and organic (human life).

I added I am excited of possible scientific inclusion and integration of the spiritual realm as well.

He was taken aback.

I proceeded to share with him my first spiritual encounter in 2012, which has since helped me

  • Lead a life of grace & personal resposibility
  • Dive deeper to discover who I am
  • Discover the 7 spiritual planes where animal guides, celestial guardians, archangels exist.

For me, I connect with my spiritual guides only through meditation or dreams (Alpha, Thetha and Delta state)

What caught my interest in your story is that your experiences can take place even when you are wide awake (Beta state)!

How curious.

I find it all incredibly fascinating! Thanks for sharing your input :)

What an interesting experience. I have had a few similar experiences in my life and as much as I would like to I cant explain them either! some were scary and some not at all! I do believe however that if we believe it possible we can be in touch with those that have passed on, and they dont always reveal themselves to us in the same way we remember them, but in a younger or older version of themselves as they see themselves. Maybe the colour and the knitting is something this person loved? or maybe its something you envisioned for them! I certainly don't have the answers you are searching, but if you meditate on it for a while, the answers you seek will come to you.

It was indeed interesting :) And yes, I think your approach is the best to find any kind of explanation :)

These "experiences" we have are fascinating; they are few and far between for me. That said, I happen to be married to a prophet/psychic intuitive for whom otherworldly encounters are a 24/7 reality.

I can't explain much of what happens around here, but I have grown fairly certain there is much more between heaven and earth than we can perceive with our ordinary senses. I am also convinced that these things and beings exist and eventually our science will catch up to such a degree we will be able to see and hear this stuff.

Beyond that — I'll ask you this weird question: have you ever been clinically dead? I'm convinced people's senses are changed by dying. My wife has been dead three times (twice in a hospital operating room); I have once when I fell out of a tree at age 10 and had no pulse for 7 minutes.

Again, some day science will explain all this.

No I have never been clinically dead @denmarkguy, but have always been exceptionally receptive to other word experiences and I absolutely agree with everything you have said!! It truly is very fascinating!

No words for this because this is really weird to read, but your experience telling an great story of spiritual world. Thanks for sharing your experience with us and wishing you an great day. Stay blessed. 🙂

And thank you for your feedback :)

Welcome. 🙂

That time of morning is the gateway time for the spirit really to come to us. Usually it is when we are in a dream state, but you were awake so she may have been confused. And that's why she didn't speak to you. The color purple was definitely a sign for you to help you recognize who she was. She is most likely a relative or a friend who as crossed over and has a message for you.

interesting.... All of it is so fascinating.

I believe everyone has the ability to see spirits, however most people just dismiss it. Some people are more sensitive to sounds or smells, others can see colors. You seem to be very visual and open to visions! That's pretty cool!

story of my life ;)

Your story is so interesting ;) Actually I didn't think that this is mind trick. I know that angels are spirits are living with us. We can't see them but they can see us. But some special or I can say sensible people can feel the existence of them or even see them. I think you saw an angel. But knitting is something interesting ;)

Wow! Crazy @jaynie! You sure do have a nack at attracting people in the other dimension 😉!
It reminds me a little of the time we went to that farm on the west cost and I woke up to what felt like someone strangling me! Do you remember that night?

hahaha true story hey Kimmie. And yes I do remember that horrid place lol

Verdaderamente increíble, pero cierto; en muchos casos, hay personas que son atrapadas por espíritus y con suerte de arcángeles. probablemente usted es uno de ellos. excelente trabajo............. me encanto leerle.

I really enjoy reading this post @jaynie, it's normal to think it may be a trick of mind, that's what people always say to persons with these kind of experiences in their life. But, persons with these kind of experiences KNOW that is nor a trick of your mind.

If you have had previous experiences before, and you said there were different in a bad way, and then you think you saw an archangel, I think you are doing it great. Angels has like an army structure, there are guardians angels ( the closest to human kind) and in a superior level are the Archangels, they are more powerful.

If you think it was an archangel, I think you believe in God, so, pray for protection. Angels are there to help us, but we have to ask their help.

Ask them , always. Have a blessed day.

Thank you for your insightful input :)

Knitting, eh? Nope, never heard of such a thing. However, if you'd said crocheting. ..lol!

Seriously, what a creepy / cool experience! You've inspired me to put together some of my own otherworldly experiences for future blog posts. Oh, and I've shouted out in a few places, to see if any of my witchy friends might have some insight. :)

Would love to hear some of your experiences!!

Working on it! And now that you've got me thinking about it, I've remembered I have a radio interview (where I talked about my spooky experiences working at a local castle - yes, a castle in New England...LOL) link somewhere too...

Wow. This is an interesting experience, but I can't believe you were not afraid.
I think you could have seen an angel, but the knitting part is very strange.
This would have bugged me all day, trying to figure out what has just happened, and if it was real or what does it mean.
When you find out, let us know and hopefully you will figure out.

Doubt I will ever figure it out... sadly :)

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I've never experienced anything like that. Therefore, I don't know. Sorry for that.

Well, seems like you've experience sleep paralysis. It happened to me quite a few times. The feeling of being locked down can surely be frightening.

I was once living with a roomate. We just moved in there. I had 3 sleep paralysis experiences in two weeks there. But, before that, I only had sleep paralysis once in my life. I guess sleeping in a different bed made this happen, plus I never sleep on my back, but when I was there, I managed to fall asleep on my back somehow.

Each of those times I tried to move and scream, but I couldn't. It felt as if something was holding me back. Visual hallucinations happen once you're in this state, becuase your body and parts of your brain is asleep, but you're still conscious. Thus you basically dream while your eyes are open.

Worst of all, you can sometimes feel pain in this state if the visual hallucination is doing something to you. For example, I had one experience where some sort of creature was biting my leg and I actually felt a bit of pain. But I couldn't do anything at all, cuz I was paralysed.

Sleep paralysis also has a higher chance of happening when you're waking up like you do. I mean, you wake up in the morning when your partner comes back and then you go to sleep again. In the morning, we go through what's called REM sleeping, which is the time when we dream.

When you wake up and go to sleep again, you immediately enter the REM cycle, thus, if your body falls asleep, but you stay conscious, you can experience hallucinations.

It is a very curious topic indeed. I have experienced sleep paralysis many times throughout my life but was always a lot more unpleasant. Somehow, this felt different.... but no less fascinating :)

This is great, Jaynie! Thanks for sharing. I, unfortunately, have zero insights here... When I was much younger (before I can remember) I used to talk to ghosts and things like that, as told to me by my family. But I have no real memories of encounters like that, although they've always intrigued me. Part of me wishes I did have experiences like that, but part of me knows it would be terrifying! Keep us posted on any new info you get!

yes they always captivate my mind, but you seldom seem to figure them out much sadly lol :)

beautifull image, i like

best

@jaynie, really it was a excellent work. I think it is one of the best post among your all posts.

excellent friend. You have my support I hope to have your support to keep growin