The Rambles of a mad woman, head in over drive.

in life •  7 years ago  (edited)

Today has been a weird day. I have had a lot off different thoughts run through my head. I suppose when you get older you have to think about what future you have left and what you want to do with it, i have more years behind me than i will have in front of me aa do a lot of us. Well unless i live to 108 but doubt that very much.


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What's around the corner, what will you do. Its sad to think you start off as being a baby then end up being a baby again. Life can be very cruel.

What's played on my mind is my troubles with Bittrex, losing 200 sbds costing me £500 in a silly single transaction and no way of sorting the problem out has made me think do I still want to keep doing this. Making That amount took me months. Am i prepared to put the work In again as the same problem could happen again.

Its not all about the money i know that but you don't work to throw your money down the drain, I've still lost it even though i tell myself i never had it.

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I find Steemit hard work, it doesn't come easy to me as it does others on here. I do my best and try hard but still don't feel good about how I write. It also shows me when my votes aren't growing like others on here that there is a problem.

What would i do if I did leave, what would i have then, gardening, my dogs, trying photography and who would i show it to.

Like I said ITS BEEN A WEIRD DAY, MY BRAIN IS WORKING OVERTIME


Thank you son-of-satire

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I know what you mean I lost £100 last month and it got me down but people need to learn from their mistakes I told myself I learned not and to not let a thief every get away using that trick on me again and now this month I made just over double, because of the steem price rise etc, @karenb54 the direction wont always be up and we have to face reality unless you are already popular somewhere else making it on Steem is just as hard as any other place, steem is a place to make some side money anything more you'd need to really ramp up the quality of content or keep all SP. I have told you before you are doing great on here.

Its annoying but moving on and being more careful, I am trying to do better and try new things so will see how it gores from here and thank you I appreciate it :)

It's not nice to read that you lost all that money, even if you did not have it as you say you worked for it. You know I live and pay my expenses with what I do here in steemit although it is not much helps me since in my country the salary of a whole month is only 3 dollars and here in steemit I have done more than that, you know do not desist maybe come better times for you. Be patient, there are many who enjoy everything you publish. Patience my dear Karen

Thanks hun, just feeling low on myself. I am feeling a lot better today, moving forward feeling positive. I hope things improve for you too :)

Having your mind in overdrive is never a good idea. It just gets you more wound up and then the thinking becomes more confused. Better have a hot cocoa with a marshmallow or two and curl up with your fur babies and not think about anything. I think we all get discouraged here at times. I know I have but I just keep swimming. I know I will never become a whale and I don't think I want to I am content making friends here and trying to make good content. Nothing else matters.

My mind needs to stop working and give me a break. I am feeling better and more positive today. Me and hubby have been in the garden, he's been tidying up and I've been potting. Got a lot done which has eased me a bit. I dont think i could leave as i would miss my friends (you) and your positivity :)

Awww! I am glad that you are staying. Too many have left already...

I would miss you all to much :)

Don’t feel alone these trade houses don’t make changing your steem dollars easy to convert. Lost my share too. Just know we are here to support each other and have a good time. So many nice people here is the reason I stay. You have overcome much worse and lived to tell. Much Love 🐓🐓

A stupid mistake which i could have sorted if i had taken a breath and recheck before clicking done, i usually check and double check. Moving on. Thank You hun i appreciate your message :)

Hey, I understand that steemit can be hard. But you've come this far not to stop. Please keep posting, I really want to see more of Mika, your gardening, and the celebration of your 54th birthday. And you have to stay on steemit for that. :)

Thank You so much, it does mean a lot. I've Been gardening today so I'm all caught up now no pressure :)

You're welcome, ma'am. :)