Hey @aziz01! You have been really strong enduring all of these. It definitely was not an easy period. I hope you have let out all of your feelings rather than suppressing it. Let all the sadness out. Know that your life will get better. Forgive yourself if you feel the need to (some people blame themselves coz they could not stop certain things in their life, n if you feel so, then forgive yourself). Forgive the others not because they deserve it but because YOU DESERVE it, you deserve peace. Let the past be in the past and embrace new beginnings.

And always know happiness is a choice you make. You have the power to be happy or sad. Your life will get better @aziz01! Take care!