Help me Clean my Depression Mess, Steemit. [Part II - After Pics + Surprise]

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Well, with your help. I did it! But I got a surprise...

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See the before pictures here: Before the Cleaning Blog.

It wasn't a good surprise. When I was just about done cleaning my room I found a baggie with about 5 double dipped xanax bars that were left over from the night I almost succeeded at ending my life. My first reaction was "FLUSH IT" but then my addiction kicked in and was like "It's only 5 though, maybe you could have a good time?" I stared at the baggie for awhile, shaking, and then decided to contact a friend and tell her my fear. I contacted @stitchybitch and she helped talk me into flushing them. Reminding me of life support. Being very stern. I sat there for a few minute longer, shaking, wanting to eat them, feeling disgusted, wanting to flush them. I flushed them. I took photos of the flushing.

I have been informed that it is a big problem to flush drugs down the toilet due to pollution. I hadn't thought of it. This was my only time ever doing this all I was thinking was getting rid of them quickly but others take note of the advice.

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Now that that's over with let's see my clean room!! Don't mind the random paint splatter on my desk and chair. I have issues keeping my paint to myself.

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Thank for helping me take accountability guys!

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My plan worked so well and until I found those drugs I was in the best mood! Now, I just need time to shake that grossness but at least my room is so tidy. Aside from the paint and all the cat toys. Me and Mouse are playful critters. :)