Reflections on a Summer of Great Change

This past summer was so full that I’m still digesting it all. Although this period of intensity has been in the works for some time, in June we began the physical dismantling of my studio and home. Sometimes when I catch glimpses of this time either when scanning my photo library or in flashes of memory, I can hardly believe what I did. To be fair, it’s what WE did. Rob, my supportive partner, was an absolute superstar with this undertaking. He saw how burdened I was and mustered up the energy and chutzpah to plow through the sorting, lifting, and thousands of decisions.

This was a herculean task. Our home was actually easy since I’m not a pack-rat and really didn’t have much stuff, but my studio…. that was another story!

My studio held the traces of the literally hundreds of tile and mosaic projects that were created and shipped worldwide. From Princeton, NJ to Tel Aviv Israel, from residential barbecues to commercial tile installations to public art, each tile made and each employee who helped make it left some kind of story. Thus taking apart, selling, giving away and packing the 2000 Square feet of shelving, machinery, materials, books, kilns, clay residue and experiences was a whole lot to process!

We did all of it rapidly and with great focus while finishing projects and this required pushing very very long hours and 4 months later I still marvel at the many facets of this move that we handled in such a short time.

many Bagster pick-ups, and selling/moving the 20 ton tile press

I suppose that act of moving was physical evidence of the magnitude of the changes I made this summer, but really it was and is so much more. It was completion of a chapter in my life that started 32 years ago when I left home to embark on a life of my own making. I’ve found myself revisiting my 19 yr old self who was so energized by my move west from the east coast and the significance of the time I spent in California, Seattle and then Portland.

photo by Dana Shulak

In the west I grew into myself. My creative life force finally had room to flourish, transform and practice to a level of mastery (30,000 hours+ and counting). I made some of the dearest friends I’ll ever know and many who I will have for life. I had rich and many experiences in the majestic lands showing me the truth of my heart and the magic of life; I healed so many generations of wounds living within me that I could finally bring myself into my life as a whole person. For all of this I’m so grateful!

view of Mt. St. Helens from Larch Mt.

There is a Shamanic healing ceremony called “Dismemberment” and it is a taking apart of a person, an experience or relationship and putting it back together in a new and healthy way. This “taking apart” is seen as a necessary step for a person to move forward. What no longer serves is shed, and the person, situation or relationship is reassembled in a new way so that s/he or it can thrive. It always brings the highest good and enables the people involved to engage in life more fully, and in ways that are appropriate for this time in their lives. The symbolic pulling apart and accompanying changes in the physical world can be a bit gory or at least uncomfortable but ultimately allow for an effective transition. Whether the dismemberment occurs for a smaller shift in life like a much needed change of perspective, or is for a more significant occurrence like a rite of passage, this is a powerful and extremely helpful ritual.

I feel like my life in 2018 has been this ceremony - everything from taking apart, a bloody shedding of what no longer serves and I am now in the phase of putting myself and all the facets of my life back together in new ways.

Have a really great Steemfest everyone with safe-travels and happy times! I will be enjoying it all vicariously through your posts and the livestream. Can’t wait to witness the newly energized engagement that will follow this momentus conference!

aka Ruth Frances Greenberg, I am a ceramic artist who makes mosaics, tile and all things clay from my home studio in rural Connecticut, USA. I’m here on Steemit to offer my support and friendship to creatives, individuals and projects that I value and want to see more of in the world. The decentralized economy and blockchain technology are promising and I am very pleased to be a part of this exciting new revolution.
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