Where can I get the desire?

Apparently on Sunday you need to rest, but not work. But I already have some kind of dependence on the market and the need to stretch my brains, and also to get someone to melt, otherwise the day was gone. With the latter problem, in general, I'm a man moderately honest, but at the races we are all equal and are initially ready to incur losses or receive dividends. In short, the money was slippery, the number of playable markets was small, but everyone played without fuss, even at the last race.
Out of the unexpected, a comrade twice lowered the leader's market below the baseboard and once even took me to a sensitive minus, but that's all within the permissible norm.
Today we have renewed bath days, I will tell you two months without a sauna, these are two months out of life. A couple, a tea, a pleasant conversation, what else does a normal person need to feel happy,? ...

Strangely enough, there were as few markets on Monday as before. It is necessary to make organizational conclusions, either start early on Monday, or add on other types of bets. Thanks to a good start and even scared did not. I noticed that very popular are the nicknames of horses in which there is a name or surname d'Anthes, the Star of Dantes, the Love of Dantes, the Angel of Dantes. I do not know who he is, this Dantes, but I personally immediately have a desire to avenge the untimely deceased Pushkin. On the one hand it looks ridiculous, but on the other hand these things climb out of the subconscious, despite the fact that I understand perfectly well that revenge is bad, and transferring their complexes to the market in general is an initially defeatist strategy. In fact, the main thing is how the horse moves, and everything else from the onion.

Again, one of the runs started before it was put and I had two bets left unclosed. It was supposed to be an unpleasant result, but it's not strange that out of ten variants the most successful came out and a decent plus turned out. However, in general, the game was difficult, the market kept pressing down on the extra two figures, and I always came across this non-standard move either in negative or zero or lost the previously gained plus. Let's see how long this trend will continue, it is desirable that it was an accident or lasted some time. The postmen have gotten away, they do not deliver registered letters, they have to go to the post office for them, in the first place it is far away, secondly they send any advertising garbage, it's a pity the time spent. Now again you need to go get it, suddenly what's useful.

Analyzing the previous 5 days, the feeling remains that the possibilities are falling. So today, I really did not get much time, but due to the mistakes of the players, I had two very successful deals, which gave a tolerable result. But the mistakes are not every day and go ahead and use them. Nevertheless, I work a month on the plan, and there I'll look at the statistics, the results and I'll be thinking where to move further. Here one more hurts, the motivation falls. I used to adjust to a new record every day, but at such a pace you will not work much, I want to "quietly" take money away, but there is no sporting anger, and there is no result.

I just do not want to work. I need either a journey, or very good news or more ...