_{I lost everything but I'm not upset.  I'm not even talking about money either.}

Today was an incredibly difficult day, for me.

I'm not even trying to be dramatic.

^{The Man Cave}

There! Look!

^{It's a cave!}

I made that.  Produced digitally, of course, because that's how I roll.  Can you see why I called it The Man Cave?  Yes, no, maybe?  Okay, cool.

Anyway.

That image is not what I wanted to share with you today.

No Sir Ree Bob

^{That was not what was supposed to be here today.}

What I wanted to share with you; it's gone.  Gone forever.  Several hours of work, gone.  That file; it went kaput.

Not only that file though.

My digital art suite brush settings.

^{All of my personal customization.}

Gone.

Everything.  I lost everything.

I literally hit the bottle because of this.  Not hard though.  Just a few sips.  That was last night, when it happened.

I woke up early to get a head start on trying to fix the problem.

The problem could not be fixed.

Losing the time spent on producing a new image is fine.  I liked what I was working on, I'll miss it, it's gone forever, so what.

I spent months, if not years, fine tuning my settings.  A little bit, each day.

It's like there was a house fire, but only my stuff got burned.  Everyone else and their stuff is fine.  Mine, all of it, gone.

Most of that stuff was set it and forget it.  I don't even know where to begin.  It'll take months to get everything just right again.

Having my settings, the way I wanted them, ready for me, whenever I needed, whatever it was, easily accessible, helped speed up the process.  Producing The Man Cave today; it felt like my first day on the job.

Depressing music.

^{I keep hearing love songs today and it's pissing me off.}

Don't these people understand how they're not helping?

I've been forced to sit in silence today because everything means something else, for some strange reason.

I know what the reason is though.  I lost everything.

It's gone!

^{It's never coming back.}

I'll be okay though.  As devastating as this breakup has been for me, I know I'll be able to pick up the pieces and start again.

That evil bitch of a corrupt file will not ruin me.

Why did you have to take everything though!

^Ahhhhhhh!

Whiskey river, take my mind
Don't let her memory torture me
Whiskey river, don't run dry
You're all I got, take care of me

Well...

^{My song is playing.}

_{Time to go.}Have a nice day!

Credits:All art and images seen here were produced digitally, by me.
^{"Sunday! Sunday! Sunday!"}

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