Uh-oh!
Some mean people lied to me! Eek! I forgive them. And I don't want to associate with them any longer. Not everyone! Just them; the poo-poo heads. The rest of you are safe!
Isn't that exciting!
I think it is.
I have my own opinion about the use of bidbots. Don't worry though! I'll keep that to myself as to not offend anyone, especially the robots themselves! I didn't know robots cry, but I do now. Lesson learned.
Please continue being you. I shall do my best to be my best version of me, for you! I hope I do it right!
If there are any other poo-poo heads who try to get in my way, that's okay! Accidents happen.
I've been thinking about quitting.
I won't though!
I still have a lot of fun when I'm not feeling icky about those poo-poo heads. Life can be frustrating some days. I have a tendency of letting it all out. I shall do a better job of holding it all in from now on. If people want to treat me like a piece of meat, I'll bring the sauce!
I shall try my best to do a better job of bottling up my anger and frustrations so I too can someday become a model Steemian, like everyone else!
Maybe someday even Ned will like me and I can tell him the story about the time I used his invention to become a millionaire. For now though, I better just let everyone do their jobs and get it right because I know they will. If I didn't have faith in this place, I would have been gone a long time ago. That's just how I am.
Poo-poo heads are everywhere in life. They don't bring me down as much as it seems. I'm just a lion and I roar.
Rawr!
Often, when I open my big mouth, I leave out many important other details. What happens then is my point gets lost and I'm misunderstood. This is why I don't sit around often and try to say smart things.
If I'm talking about how some have failed to live up to my standards, that does not mean I'm talking about everyone. Just the poo-poo heads.
Many of you have done great things for me. Often, I thank you for it. Quite often. And when I do, I actually mean it, because I have no reason to bend down and kiss your ass like one of those poo-poo heads.
Oopsie. It looks like I screwed up a bit with my politically corrections. We'll just have to let that one slide though.
So, I wish you all a good night, or day; whatever. I might take a few days off from here. Obviously things are starting to get to me again and I'm losing my mind so I need to go find it. I do hope you can understand.
The wonderful thing about Steem being a decentralized platform is that you don't have to care about what the poo-poo heads think you know, they can keep their poppy thoughts on their shitheads lol, if someone is attacking you for being bad, they should just go attack the abusers instead of crazy people like you with wonderful information (well, thats a lie.... but ok).
Just ignore the poopy heads, i'll miss your vagina art and menstruation art if you go away :-(
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I'm not going anywhere. You fucking maniacs are what keep me around, every goddamn time.
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Vagina art HA, so I'm not the only one who sees it- does that mean I'm not warped or that we both are? ;)
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Least tell me there was a female or booze involved. I check in on steemit and I see yet another post by Mr. laughs and giggles himself. I’m just thinking you are having an amazing and productive day. So I toss some of them an upvote. You see I’m entwined in my own little world of hellish fun right now.
I’m trying birth another monster. It has been dragging on for a week now. Well that not fair to say I enjoyed most of it and am now I've gotten round to the writing portion of it have been for a couple of days. But at this point I’m fucking commented and I hate to admit it publicly but internally I’m fucking loving putting the time and effort into something.
Now a couple of hours ago in my haze of hell I read some of what you have written today. I can tell it’s not been a swell day for you. That fucking sucks. Fuck those people. Stop engaging with the swamp. Let them eat the shit it’s what they enjoy doing anyways.
You go make wonderful art created with talent and effort and tie it in with some great storytelling or whatever the hell you enjoy doing. It's your blog its your space-- omg please don't make it a safe space. If you start making paintings of dead cats I’ll take the hint lol.
This unhappiness is a soul killer and makes life shifter than it needs to be. Make some changes and accept those changes. If you think people only comes here to comment for an upvote stop upvoting comments for a few weeks or for life.
Support the content and people you want to see succeed. I don’t always have time to read all your blogs hence why I might drop my small upvote on them but don’t leave a comment back further trying paying my respect to the work. Maybe getting a further good time out the engagement and I can only hope you get something out of it in return as well.
I come here for the engagement. You are someone I can more than stand and while we might have some miss understanding from time to time I at least think we more than enjoy the time. I could comment anywhere on steemit. There a lot of shitty places that would jam my mouth full of dollar bills. Those bills are covered in the shit they swim in. I don’t like the taste of fucking shit.
Don’t feel a need to upvote on the comments. Find some source of happiness and power though the hardship of the bullshit this place has all over its walls! I miss you already even though there like 4 blogs from you in like 24 hours.
GD it I think I’m doing steemit wrong??? Why some people could have gotten 2 or 3 blogs out of this comment. I must be doing this wrong. Cheers its 2 am i'm having a grand o time some drink.
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I'm having a bad week. A bad two weeks maybe. I enjoy voting for comments though. I enjoy talking. I don't like wasting my time on people who are just using me though. If that makes me a bad guy these days I'm screwed then because I'm not changing. I need to chill the fuck out though. Too nutty for this place.
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What's that one art style where people are tossing/flinging paint at the canvas? Create beauty from that anguish and chaos that is looking to escape.
Some times you just need go out in nature and enjoy it getting away from things. It really is getting so nice outside when its down downpouring cats. To much of a place like this compounded with life's own downpours can be a hard thing to deal with.
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:)
:)
Rest easy. Looking forward to more of your work.
I trolled one of the elephants to spare you the task and maybe make you smile, I dunno. My gift to you.
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That was some good trolling. These damn elephants...
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Poo. I will bring my own sauce.
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Why must you make me laugh at a time like this! I'm attempting to chill the fuck out. I went crazy again.
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Lol, nothing tastes like crazy feels. Or something like that :0)
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I'm glad you aren't leaving...I was in a state of pure panic for a moment!
Try not to let the poo-poo heads get you down.....but don't bottle it up inside....let the anger flooooooowwwwww....
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They don't get me down. They piss me off and I fly off the handle. I get loud and push people away. I said this once already but it's so nice I'm saying it twice. I need to chill the fuck out.
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I think you should become more thick-skinned. You're not a newbie here and you know how not everyone will act by your ethics code. We can't see eye to eye with everyone, nor should we. And you can't change those annoying I-know-everything people, neither the ass-kissers, nor the huge-vote buyers or the scammers and liars.
Says the person who had a similar breakdown two days before and wanted to quit, but guess... she didn't :P
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My other post was supposed to be about the reason why I stopped my experiment. I wanted to explain why I was self voting again. I had to be honest. There are still many people who I can at least try to help but I can't be shooting myself in the foot and making sacrifices for nothing. So whatever, I tried, that experiment is done and really, I can't support everyone anyway.
But yeah, you're right. I need to chill the fuck out.
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I need to read that again, I think (different time zones- too sleepy to understand last night :P)
And unless you' re a huge whale with a 100$ vote strength, getting 5-6 posts on a daily basis and upvoting them, then I can't see why self voting is wrong. Especially when you can reap the benefits of both author and curator rewards to get more SP and give bigger upvotes to people you like and you think have value to offer.
We cannot be Mother Teressas for everyone, but we can help out anyway that we can, even if in some people's eyes our help looks like crumbs.
Be like a cucumber! Be cool! :P
(to paraphrase the famous simile)
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Never go full Andrarchy. Just don't.
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What did he do?
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He went full himself.
At the risk of greatly offending you because you are BFFs and soul mates and more of those things: I wrote this with him in mind and my tongue in cheek. I don't much like him, you see.
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Fuck being offended.
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That's the spirit!
I wasn't being entirely serious, it prevents me from snapping.
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That's the spirit, indeed.
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I hate such coincidences, I hope there's no conspiratorialist watching. At least I didn't call you "my man".
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Chem trails did that.
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Well, if you will be out there in the cold searching for your mind all on your own, would you like to employ me to run the search for you? I think I have a ten years experience in losing and finding minds (mine though).
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Don't let the poo-poo heads win. Eat lots of beans. Fart in their general direction.
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I concluded those poo poo heads pissed you off my friend. It’s good to take a break I understand, take a good break and find peace my friend. Frustrations and angers reduces the IQ, till we see you here again. I remain your loyal follower. Find peace and be happy
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Lol the best you will be soooo weird
What a mountain lion you are
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Calm blue ocean, calm blue ocean, calm blue ocean.
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Don't mind to poo poo heads, they can try all possible best to bring you down but it will never work even I a zillion years to come. Being yourself is a great thing, trying to be someone else is just bad, you will end up being under the persons shadow. Thanks for sharing another wonderful post my friend enjoy your day
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I'm glad you are sticking around, it would be strange here without you. You have a big personality - a mixture of fierce and mild - which I think suits your purposes very well. I imagine you would be doing this somewhere, if not here, and quite a few of us would be glad to hunt you down there too. I'll stop here - nothing new to add to your 42 comments.
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I'm resteeming the other one, this one is being dragged down to a 5 year old version of political corrected-mess :D
man seriously fuck you :D I'm not reading 20-50 comments on all your posts, I gotta unfollow you :D anyways I'm happy you are trying to be happy, life is pretty fair at being unfair. So without further ado, thank you for the good posts I read today and the good comments spawned from them, I already upvoted what I had, time to take care of myself, sorry for not upvoting the posts, I'd say you are making quite a lot in comparison to people just rolling their money to roll in more worthless money later ..
a sentence from me, value originates from people, so money holds no value, people choose, money and value is a corrupted number from time to time, so yeah, judge a person by their character, that has value, numbers are just a game.
cheers :D thanks for the fun had :)
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My main issue has nothing to do with money. Basically, I was attempting to help and asking for nothing in return. I was looking for folks more interested in growing organically. I wanted to help prove it can be done. Some agreed to it. I noticed a few were buying votes shortly after getting my vote. I noticed one was buying votes really late. That wasn't part of the deal, but we didn't really agree on anything, I just wanted to help, but now I don't.
If someone buys a vote or two, their work goes up, but in order for that to happen, others must get trampled, including me. So, that's not cool. Now, I can easily play that game too, and hog the spotlight, and contribute to their bought votes being pointless because when noobs see my rep and wallet, plus a boosted post, they will focus more on me and leave those other ones alone. I will not take part in this ridiculous arms race that is only exploiting the reward pool and not paying anyone. How could I say I'm trying to help anyone if I just make them vanish? So, I have to watch my work as well as many of my peers who have been here for years suffer the consequences, while others push us down, for nothing but peanuts.
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yup I've been over the chat rooms, btw check out @whatamidoing and come over the rooms :) cool people, anyways, he started a #nobidbot that is relatively successful, there is one chat room around that idea and a bunch of others, so I was thinking on the topic, what I got out of it was that the ones that don't use bid-bots will be the ones loosing out, the bid bots make sbd, so 100% return on their votes, the poeple get some 20-30% ROI at best and the delegators get some rent money....
for producing spam and warping the whole idea, people like @yallapapi enjoy it, @jerrybanfield as well, they even encourage it, ... but yeah, long story
I agree with the comment :)
It's not about money, I kind of fucked with the bid bots once, got a post to 120$ payout, just to have a laugh, but it was so empty that the laugh didn't last long, it was the same post as many others, only the numbers were bloated ... wasn't worth it, that's my one concern "people don't read", I think we are just too focused on the wrong things.
So yeah haven't used bidbots because I consider that a spam :| even though I have delegated to one for the upvote ... peanuts are hard to give up, I'm not sure if I'm helping the problem grow, I'd hope I'm doing something to contribute, but from the lack of results I'm seeing I doubt I'm making any impact. So I'm quiet and getting back in my watcher mode... I'm having a hard time writing posts nobody reads ... it's fun being around here tho,
so if you have ideas, feel free to share, I'd say you took steps in the right direction, it's more responsibility, but at least you are helping some people make a minor splash
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If 100 people delegate to a bidbot, that's 200 eyes that see no need to read your posts. This is an attention economy. That's why so many are struggling. They, as well as many others delegate away their SP, which makes their vote powerless, they can't contribute, and there's nobody left to look at posts, including their own. It's simple, that's why people struggle. I made plenty of money here, but I'm not going to tell people how anymore. I just finished telling a guy to stop wasting his votes on my comments, explained why(not worth enough, the vote has to be over .025 or the money just goes back to the reward pool, better to vote for posts, explained how voting power gets depleted), he said okay, thanked me, and continued voting for my comments. I can't help these people. But if you go on the trending page and promise them riches(they'd earn more if they learned how Steemit works), they fall for the sales pitch and screw themselves. There's nothing I can do to fix this.
You can put $100 beside your post. There's no one left to vote for it though. It's pointless. If you folks want people to read, you need to stop paying people to look away.
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https://busy.org/@j3dy/having-fun-on-steemit-c30-d3-week-recap-work
that's my comment, it's my third post, things haven't changed much since 2 years ago
then again
2pac - Changes 04:38
I've been spending my time for free here paying attention and having no power, since the start I was going to be fine with reading and curating, but that's not the name of the game, it's power... nobody cares about your opinion when you don't have the wallet to be interesting, that's been my oversight so far, I've been active, read hundreds of thousands of posts, comments are 90% of my content just because there are so much amazing people and topics to see here, ... currently I'm a "curator" for a bidbot I'm delegating to for the added upvote, I prefer the social network over the market economy, either way, I could say it's ...'s fault, but is it? I've done what I thought was good and I still am, I've earned some steem along the way, tried helping others, that didn't get anywhere for the most part, I don't care tho I will still do what I want to do, if it works great, if not whatever.
I think steem is paying pretty well for people to look away and automate their cycle, it's geared towards printing and inflation....
so tell me how do I make anything, you seem to be quite a lot bigger and you are struggling against the same issues, at least you are earning something for your posts unlike probably 70% of the people here
anyways, I'm not sure you got my point, I hope you have, I wouldn't be talking if I wasn't agreeing with you, I don't have time to disagree :D if I'm rambling too long, feel free to let me know,
good luck :)
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That's a common misconception. There was a point when I had nothing in my wallet and people still paid attention to me. I also paid quite a bit of attention to others who were in the same boat as me at the time, and now, many months later, we all have money.
I, as well as many others who make money; we're providing some form of entertainment. We post daily, people enjoy it and vote. We climbed the ladder and dealt with shit payouts and going unnoticed, but that's how one gets established, anywhere. The ones getting paid on Youtube weren't getting paid on the their first day. Some worked for years before they saw any money. That's just how this game works. You're all in or not in.
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ooookkk..!
i guess the poo poo heads are now the angry ones not the bots, now your mouth is opened again and you left some pretty good advice which i'm yet to understand, hope the poo poo heads wont too so they dont get angy.
lemme get outta here...
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good good i can feel your feelings
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ha ha ha ha great writing, great share.
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Awesome! Helping poor people is cool.
You don't say!
You're too kind. A model Steemian.
I agree! Sex outside of marriage is an abomination! They will be punished with eternal hellfire for their crimes against God.
Some people will laugh at me I'm sure, but this honestly never occurred to me.
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Share great writing great ha ha ha ha! You're one of those poo-poo heads!
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English isn't for everyone, but yeah with that comment, you can only add links to it ...
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great post sir
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Personally, I think your niche is a good one, dabbling with steem politics might mess with your viewership but it's just a thought.
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That’s good!
Your recent posts sounded like you are breaking up with someone.
I have a special song for break up moments though. Not only break up moments, also when I’m sad, lonely, happy, excited...
She is a Canadian too...
https://g.co/kgs/zMM91f
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I would love it if you did a post on all of the artists you support and what you like about them, then I would follow them too. That would help with your goals of supporting them.
When I see you upset, I'm tempted to
stalkfollow you for a day to see what is upsetting you. I guess I'm new enough or maybe I wasn't here before bots or I'm just not inclined to be involved in the politics, but you only get upset because you care and caring is good as long as it doesn't suck the life out of you. I get it, I've been there.Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
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You're better off following an account like @ artzone. I follow people who work and do a good job, and entertain me. Arts and entertainment. Everything from from well written stories, comic artists, the humorists. Many people who I support are often visiting me under my posts. They're not hiding or waiting for the magic vote to fall from the sky.
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Lolz..when I'm through the text,i became to think what is poo poo head. Because I don't know what it mean..
Never says is over until it end.. Because I see one head line which stated.. I'm having been thinking about quitting.. No don't give up
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Veo que tu vicio del cigarro es tan fuerte como tu adicción al café Jajaja no es así?
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Poo on the heads of the poo poo heads, pop that squat and let 'er rip!
Eww, that imagery is gross! I'm gross!
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Be yourself and use that anger and frustration in your work because i personally believe that anger and aggression produces lot of energy and if we use that anger and energy in right direction then for sure it will enhance us. Don't worry about others, here i want to say one thing that everyone in this world are alone means, we born alone, breathe alone, our thoughts are alone and one day we will die alone, so just focus on yourself and rest others are passers and main thing is enjoy your work and appreciate your work no matter anyone likes it or not, our work is not appreciation, our work is Source of our strength it gives meaning to our life.
I hope that your break will refresh you and you will be back with more enthusiasm and take rest and enjoy your break.
Thanks for sharing this post with us and wishing you an great day. Stay blessed. 🙂
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