I CAN'T GIVE UP

in life •  7 years ago  (edited)

I'll fight hard because I can't give up.  One Minute I'm strong and healthy, next minute I'm too weak for anything. This isn't funny to me anymore. This is what has been happening to me for over two months. The doctor in-charge of my case seems to be tired of what is happening too. But I'm not going to give up on my activities here, neither will I accept being sick anymore. 

All my active followers are aware of my scanty posts for some time now. For the past two months, I've been facing different types of sicknesses. The first was typhoid and malaria, after I treated that one, I treated another throat issues. Now it's ulcer.

I know ulcer responds fast to treatment. I know I'll be well soon. 


I won't allow what's happening bring my spirit down. I may be physically down, but my mind is strengthened. 

I want to use this opportunity to encourage all those who are sick in their bodies. Don't ever allow it to overtake your mind. Healing starts from the mind. Be strong in mind. Don't allow the fear of death suppress you. 

Earlier today, I became afraid of dying. I started crying, I wished I had a baby before dying. It was so real that I did a rembrance video that I'll upload for some friends.




At a point, my mind became strong. I refused to accept death. Not because I'm not going to die, but I won't accept dying now. 

I have a lot to offer to the world. I have so much to offer to steemit as well. I have a huge marketing idea I've not unveiled. I have the needy around me that I've not helped. 

I know death doesn't respond to our acceptance or rejection. But as it stands now, death is overruled. I certainly can't and won't die anytime soon.


You all remember this project? It was running twice a week before I fell sick some months back. I'm kicking it up back again. 

Thanks to all of the who have been here for me. 

I believe in God. I believe in prayers. I believe in healing. And I need your prayers and well wishes.  

I hope to be completely well again. 

I'm grateful to all of you who contributed to help a brother soliciting our help. For some of you who demanded his account details, copy it below.

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Sis , you're strong and may the healing hands of God stretch upon your life, you have alot to give in steemit, you have me to mentor, i am patiently waiting for you to mentor me, Biko don't be sick, you're healed already by his stripes... 💝💝💝🙏🙏🙏

Thanks sis. You're already doing great here.

Im sorry to here of your situation may God heal you

Please, my sister, don't give up. I can empathize with you, although, I've never had ulcer. I lived a life of excruciating pain before my surgery at the obstetrics and gyneacology hospital here in Belgrade. in 2015. So, I know what it is to be ill. That feeling of worthlessness, but through prayers, good nutrition & medical care, I've been able to overcome the aspect of pain at least. When my gynecologist in a private clinic(I was consulting 2 of them before my surgery; one in a private clinic, the other in a state clinic) here told me that I had autoimmune disease, it was tough for me to bear. As a biochemist, I have a good understanding of what that means. She told me to go off foods that contain gluten generally like wheat based foods such as bread. I was forbidden to eat sugar and all food that contained sugar. Excercise was COMPULSORY for me, because I had insulin resistance (IR), the ''younger brother'' of diabetes. Lots and lots of health issues then, which affected my academics seriously. From my experience, the piece of advice that I will give you is to stay off wheat-based foods, fried foods , sugary foods, to reduce the inflammation from ulcer. Focus more on fruits, vegetables and whole foods generally. Please, I would like to hear that you are healthy and back on your feet again. Sending you blessings of good health, dear.

I believe in God. I believe in prayers. I believe in healing. And I need your prayers and well wishes.
Praying for a complete restoration & healing, @ogoowinner

Fine lady. Chai.

  • Stay strong, God is with you.
    I'm coming to see your parents b4 this year runs out. ..lol

Lol! Thanks for reading.

Be strong ma...Quick all-round recovery.

Thank you.

organic wheatgrass:) gallon of clean water a day, you're cured! Cheers!!!

4 years ago I got diagnosed with hyperthyroidism. Shit came out of nowhere. I never suffered an auto-immune disease before. It was SO scary. I thought I had cancer.

For real, health first. Everything else can wait.

You're doing well. It's frustrating, but at least you're taking the steps to be better.

Keep on keeping on you.

Thank you. I hope you're free from it now?

Yup. I just followed through the course of my medication.

yeah, I hear you! I don't want you to die! You have such an amazing spirit. But i do understand your thoughts! I know you can recover from your illnesses.....I wish there was something more I could do.
I too have been fearing that I would die. There's something going on with me as well, but I have been ignoring it.
I feel like I will die in my sleep.....
You can do this. I hope you have proper doctors....maybe make sure by getting two different opinions...

We love you!

So I want to help you, it's always sad to be ill, get better quickly.

Thank you.

^______________________^ its all good
you got the energy you need
Be safe

Thank you

never ever give up :D so great lovely shots :)

Thanks @blazing.

Hi friend, please don't lose hope, please stay connected with friends, it is for your kind information that I, have recovered from verious diseases after joining here in this community. You are so sweet and wonderful you know everything, so please don't lose hope, will power is the greatest thing of the world, please stay connected and blessed.

Thank you very much @maya7. I'll be fine.

Hmmm @ogoowinner sometimes when we are facing serious health issue we pronounce negative words to ourselves but I like your courage and I pray whether ulcer or whatever name given to that sickness it will leave ijn. Keep doing what your are destiny to do, God in his mercy shower you divine healing. I may not have silver and gold now but what I have I give you. Receive your healing in Jesus name. You case is different.

Thanks very much @samest.

Your posts are always good and interesting. I love it, and hopefully the future is always better again. I am glad to be able to see your post. and I am also very grateful if you have a little time to see my post today and hope you like it. I want to grow with you and for your attention and love I am very grateful to you.

@ogoowinner. I like your spirit dear. It's all about the power of confession. As a man thinks in his heart so is he. You are well and able because you believe it and God has sealed it to be so for you. Welcome back is all that I will say.
I personally miss you........... (friendship kisses)

Your words are suiting to the soul. Thanks very much for your comment.

Awwwwww i forgot to say this too......................you are beautiful.
You don't need to worry I am married with kids.(lol)

You have a great attitude. We never loose a battle until we fail to fight! All the best to you!

Thanks very much @team101.

This is so awesome. No, you cannot give up! :) Work work work!!!

Let's go. Talk soon.

Thank you.

The Lord is your strength.
May GOD renew your strength and empower you.

Thank you @composer.

dont give up my friend @ogoowinner

I won't. Thank you @jodipamungkas.

stand strong @ogoowinner

Stay alive boss lady! We need more of you...

Thank you

Stay strong and continue to to push forward. Seeing all the comments of love and support for you shows me that this is truly a great community to be apart of. Following and upvoted as I want to continue this journey with you.

Yeah! Steemit is an amazing community. Thanks for your comment.

Pele. I read a post of yours that you talked about taking some time to relax and loosen up. I guess you should do that too. Life is too precious, and health is wealth. Take care of yourself my dear.

Get well soon and go and conquer!

Don't worry .God is always with you..and now a days science has progressed so much that you can always be positive..

Thanks for these words.

There is an Igbo proverb that says,

One who agrees to something. His god will also agree to that thing.

You have power over all these trials dear. For out of it, you will come out a fine steel of perfection and completion.

Get well soonest.

The Lord is your shield and buckler, no harm shall come near thee. You are covered

Thank you.

It is well with you.
You wont die but live

Thanks very much @tojukaka.

You are a strong girl . @ogoowinner and get well soon

Thanks @rocky1

Stay strong. An ulcer is something you can beat easily. All will be well and when the time is right will have that baby! Sending you love and prayers.

Thanks so much @marie-jay.

long did not see, you look more beautiful. Hehehehe

Great post,be strong and stay positive,thanks for sharing.

Thanks for reading.

All is well sis
You can't give up, if you what will people like us do
God is renewing your strength
Stay strong and healthy
And enjoy life and steemit

Thanks very much for this words of encouragement.

Great post girl.. Keep it up! Be strong and nice to other people. 😊

I will. Thanks.

Devil is a master lier. You aint going no way. Your generation needs you. The needy needs you like they needed Dorcas in their bible days. The man Anayo needs you alive. You need yourself because you are yet to manifest. What am I then saying? Healing is your portion. I believe it for your sake. "Rise and be healed in Jesus Christ's name. Amen. Isee!

Thanks very much @praise-eu.

Stay strong and get well soon, I'll include you in my prayers

There's always sunshine after the rain.
There's always happiness after the pain.
There's always courage after the fear.
There's always a smile after the tears.

Sending you love and good vibes :)

Thank you @szuri.

Get well soon ooo.... Sorry ehn..... All will be well

I wish you a strong and perfect health sister,take fear away from your mind and be strong for your family and friends.

Thanks sis.

Nice picture of you and good post ! Upvoted from @chanthasam

It is not yet your time, be strong, fine girl cannot come and go and waste like that na...like I said, we need you at Steemit In Nigeria and everyone wants you to be strong.

I will be there. Thanks @ehiboss.

Death is not your portion @ogoowinner. You are made whole and healthy.

Thanks very much @turpsy.

Wishing you the best of health. I have a verse for you.Psalms 91:16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

thank for share great pic

Whoa! You are such an absolute and gorgeous stunner! This virtual world hides a lot of good stuffs!
Death has been defeated already @ogoowinner
Sorry about your health challenges! You are already healed.
You are strong and you'll overcome them. You've shown how strong you are here. You'll do just fine. I'll put you in my prayers.
Just take care of what you can, especially your 'gorgeousness' (lolz), and God would perfect the rest.

Stay strong and positive and good things will happen!

Thank you.

Take care of yourself always @ogoowinner!

I will. Thank you.

Sexy woman..😍👌.
Good luck..✌

  ·  7 years ago (edited)

Keep the faith and you will be amazed how strong you can be. Have a nice day. :)

Get well soon dear. May God help you, and get healed and find the right treatment on your illness.

Thanks very much.

I've always known you as a survivor, and that's what you've always been. I know you're stronger than you can think, you've survived greater things, this ain't anything. Arise and Shine

You shall not die but you shall live to declare the works of the lord.. I wish u quick recovery.

My dear first of all delete the thought of fear and death from your thinking. You are too precious for that. Am sorry about your health and wish you a quick recovery. Never give up, in life we face challenges and who knows if there is something bigger God is using this to do in your life. Always pray, eat well and not too spicy foods because of the ulcer. You are healed and nothing will happen to you. Never give up, never settle for self pity. Like @stellabelle mentioned ignore it and live your life to the fullest. The devil only wants you to worry and tire but you have to win him by not subjecting to that. You are wonderful and we all love you. Stay strong always darling.

When men shall say there is a casting down, as for you and your family there shall be a lifting up. Your health is restored, and what kept others down won't keep you down.