Hello again,
today was a very strange meeting at the company's headquarters. All client managers came together and had some sales workshop.
The strange thing for me was that I am the youngest of them all. Youngest ever in my company to become a client manager. Others are like from 33-50 years old. Didn't know it before. Saw a lot of individuals who seemed like they are not happy at all. I felt the negative energy coming from them. And it got my kind depressed, since I don't want to become them. I have had thoughts after the meeting that I will be gone in few years, and the client manager job will look good on my CV. Will be leaving tomorrow for a festival, Hip-Hop festival. That's my event of the year. I really need to let some steam out.
The other thing that bothers me is that I remember when Drones,Fidget spinners and Hoverboards came to market. I tought they might be bog thing but I was a fuckin pussy and didn't invest in them. 6 months later a company did and they made over 8mil that year.
My girlfriend is awesome, she is smart and ambitious - but she is overweight. When I started dating her I tough I can help her lose weight and she will be a damn hot. Cause she has a face of an angle. I don´t know why the weight bothers me, maybe cause I want good for her. Or I am just another dick.
As you can see I still havent found the right perspective where and on what topic I want to proceed.
Since then, with best wishes.
Pixy.