Man brother I know this feeling allll to well. I feel quite similarly. I've always had a hustlers mentality, always able to make something from nothing. I love my career but I hate how much time is taken away from family experiences and memories. I've dedicated myself to taking mire vacation time vs building it ti cash out later. It's hard to fimd that balance when you love tour family,your job, and your hobbies. Time is our greatest commodity and I plan on buying alot of it back in the near future.