Then I guess this is good for you. Why would you like to be like everyone else? You know you are not. You ain't better and you ain't worse than anyone else you're just different. And that's okay no not okay I would rather say great.
I just don't understand those people who spend time,energy, and money trying to be like someone else. I just don't see the point in that. We all different in our own ways and that difference is always in a good way. Even twins have their own difference sometimes small enough to get ignored yet sometimes very obvious.
The creator created you with purpose and a special plan for you. He made you unique and equipped you with the power and strength to bring out something new and different into this old earth 🌍 and make it lively though it's older than we can imagine.
There are so many talents available, find out which belongs to you and exploit it. Begin to believe in yourself and you would learn how not to trust and dwell on other people's judgements.
With this you will feel whole again and you will understand the essence of finding yourself and belonging to where you are. Trust me you ain't different from the others you are just a Limited Edition of the human species.