I'm right back with a big stress in my head. I feel really hopless. I've never felt this much before.
It's literally true that we were born alone and will die alone. No hope. Blind enough to can't see people who can help.
In something which we have a chance to choose, we absolutely choose the best. Unfortunately, sometimes we don't have a chance to choose.
I don't know when it will be over. This pain is following us day by day. It's real. How to be happy is stay away from it.