try hard .... family

There are days, feel very tired. A lot of pressure, hard pressure on the shoulder. No way to go, try how. Overwhelming odds. Want to throw away all, put everything away.

Have days, feel empty, understand themselves. Just be sad for one person, then sadden another. Sometimes want to be alone, independent. Sometimes one needs someone.
And there are days in life that feel so bad these days. Feelings rise up, continuous series of gloomy days, silence. Being self-contained, lazy to go out into a habit. Also lazy to meet, to laugh.
I sincerely hope to be able to stand up myself, out of these days. Repeat from the beginning, start over the better.
Still looking forward to tomorrow will be fine. Trying to get things going gradually will not be so bad anymore.
Definitely do not give up, do not let go!