What is life?and questions beyound

I continuous struggle for survival or a race for success???

Man want to be free yet its struggle for survival and emotion kept it bounded. And those who call them free spirit also get bound for desire to success. The question it self is a question and haven't got any satisfying answers form anybody.

Every day when I wake up , I ask to my self what is this?, what do I want really? where do I come form? where will I go after life? What this consciousness is? Will it fade away when I die?
Is life just a memory ? Are we robots created by some superior being? Am I crazy?
Am I crazy to ask this questions?
How do other people think ? Do they think like me?

Some times I don't see any meaning of living life. And some times I think that if I have to live then I will be the best at this game.
Then Again question arises what is the best ? Is it doing and getting what I want or doing for the society?
So much questions and rarely an answer.

Well one day I thought lets meditate and may be I will get incite to this questions. While meditation questions did not stop. New questions arises what is this feel? what is anger ? what is love? Are they only chemical flow or there is some higher meaning?
Questions Questions and Questions some times I think I could write 1000 page book just about questions . And there is another question to it.
Will people like it and start questioning or answering or just ignore it and ask questions :) .