Growing up I was never allowed to keep any friends. I went home straight from school, no weekend with friends, no group study, nothing. I guess I got used to it cos all through college I kept away from people, when I meet someone and they started to get really close, I just give them a distance. I guess it came naturally, cos no matter how hard I tried to fight it, it always happened. I guess that's the reason I never really had a good relationship, cos I started becoming too clingy to the guy I date, getting too attached and I think it always scared them away. I started to get involved in so many things, fashion, baking, shoe making, because they are the only comfort I get. I always have no one to talk to, no friends to hang with and gossip with, and it's really cold. It's depressing all the time. I'm scared, that I'm going to be alone forever and I don't want that, I really don't.
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