How time

in lifes •  7 years ago 

How time flies. And how much has changed. I practically did not write anything the last six months ... In these six months I turned my whole life upside down. Probably this is exactly what I wanted the last few years. You know, sometimes time flies and at the same time stands still. And everything is the same every day. Whatever you do: your business, new men, trips to Kiev ... But nothing ... Everything is the same. And then everything changes at a time, and you begin to talk about the past in years, not in days, months.

Probably the previous three years everything was like a dream. I have said many times that I do not understand anything at all. People, their actions, lives, incomprehensible to me the connection of their life with mine ... Probably it became clear nothing. But the questions I ask myself today I like much more.

Probably worth telling about yourself. I'm not sure that I have much in common with the girl who wrote here before. Although ... no. We have a common past.

Last August I moved to city. As I earlier wanted it. I so dreamed of moving to Kiev. And here, it became absolutely all the same where to move. Actually. city or any other city. I did not want to live in another city. I wanted to live with Sasha. Although, it seems, I did not even have time to notice that I really want this. Sasha was extremely determined. Quickly (at least for me) introduced me to his parents, he invited me to rest at sea and offered to live together. I still do not understand how I decided on this. For 20 years I lived with my mother. And move to another place ... take another place as your home ... it was not easy.

In fact, I was faced with numerous "I've never yet ...". It was very difficult to understand "how right". I have never been a wife or, as Sasha is burning, "the girlfriend of life." I never cared about a man, I never shared with him a house, a budget, ordinary questions. Still these stereotypes: "Life destroys everything" and so on.

I think I coped. =) Yesterday before going to bed, Sasha and I remembered how it all began. And both realized how much everything has changed in our lives since we met.

It's so funny everything, I'll tell you.

Since I am again able to write about my life, I'm glad to start doing this with more regularity than before.

With the return of me!

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