My eddiction,can you guess what im eddicted to?i think your eddicted to!

They say that creating an habit take two months of practice.
But they say nothing about breaking your bad habits, but breaking a bad habit is just like equiring a new healthier habit which is, not doing your old habit.
Sadly we as people are really fund of doing the things we know after some age, we realy admire our comfort zone which many times restricts us from being the whole and awesome person we are.
And our addiction is really tough, because society sells us things through sex, and we are wired to desire
It, and capitalism knows it, and he doesn’t care from the effects it have on humanity, capitalism cares only from this momentary pleasure which fades and keeps you running in your mental maze,even if your not enjoying it.
This eddiction is mental.
There are no chemicals you consume, you only produce them by your self,
And in order to keep producing them in a good manner and for your own good,
You need to use them wisely, but then your have commercials which are selling you headphones as if they were selling you sex toys.
You have to turn your head on those thing, at least until you stop being addicted,
I know how that addiction feels, being so attracted to women you see on the internet, stop what ever you were doing , even if its truly important, just to search for another relief.
But then you grow older, and I couldn’t understand why I could not get laid until 18 or 19,
Even though I was surrounded with girls, and I was pretty, and cool and what ever.
I was seeing a twisted and distorted image of reality.
I was mistaking sex for a product, because that how it looked many times on the internet.
So a product you must buy.
But I had my angels in my head who kept me from paying for this and then breaking another moral boundery, who knows what could have been if you give the edict an option to buy his drugs when ever he wants.
Once ive entered a relationship with a real woman, she showed me why my view of women is wrong,
But whats worst, its was keeping me away from finding what I really wanted, and we all want,
Which is love.
Because after seeing so many dirty movies you build some sort of false expectations,
Some twisted standart: that women need to have big tits and tight body, they need to love you cumming on they face and shuving your dick in their ass hole.
But think about it for a second, would you enjoy sperm flowing on your face? Or something being shoved in your ass?
If you twist your face to the thought of that, your probably understand that’s something isn’t right.
We as man, build this degrading standart for women ,which they comply because as long as history of humanity goes , men were the one to control .
But that all change, our powerful and egoistic ways led to wars and death, to overpopulation and over capitalization, and slowly women receive their try,
And women are smart, they think totally different then us,
I saw this allot with my girl, she thinks ahead many times, she less implosive, and we were balancing each other with my impulsiveness, we were a team!
How can you be a team if you cant even look her in the eyes without wanting to get her naked every 10 minutes?
How can you listen to her if your emotions are being controlled by the frequency of sex you receive? (ever got mad at your women for not wanting to have sex? Well guess what, wanting to have sex every time you look at her is clearly to much to handle if you want to truly talk from time to time)
Yes, I been there, we all have.
They say that breaking a habit takes just as much as it takes making one.
Can you break yours?