That is amazing that you have found a balance that works in your life. I am in a constant search for such a balance. My life always feels quite unstable. Going from highly motivated to occasionally deeply depressed. I'm the kind of person who's emotions and will can change like a sail in the wind. Some mornings I wake up and feel motivated to chase my dreams, only to slip back to my more depressed feelings by the end of that very day. Talking about it helps a lot