FADING DREAMS

in love-steem •  7 years ago 

yes! he made you laugh so much that you came to think you can't laugh if its not with him. you start your day with his call,yes he wakes you with it and just before you sleep he calls,after bidding him goonight,you see his call and you are like wow,he tells you how he can't sleep because of you. you start feeling special and there the attachment begins. you cannot even remember exactly when he stopped calling because you always called... you caution him about not calling,he gives so many flimsy excuse that makes you blame yourself for even asking. you start trying to understand and hope things are fine but then you start getting bored,you start feeling lonely,he no longer calls often,he seldom return your calls and apologises greatly when you ask why,he tells you how busy and tied down he has been,he promises to call but he never does. you start having the feeling that the love is fading,that maybe someone else is in the picture.you try to talk things but he gets angry and walk out on. You don't want that so you just keep calling and don't bother that he doesn't call too.You get restless at night because he doesnt call and when you do, he is more than in a haste to get off the phone.you start getting used to not hearing from him again before you sleep and in when you wake.You stop calling often and try to hide the fact that you are lonely.You try to restructure your other bonds you had with other people before he came into your life and personalized your attention bt that proves to be more difficult...So you stop trying... you try not to think about what he is doing and who he is calling.Then you come to terms with yourself and try to tell yourself you deserve better(sighs) THE QUESTION IS? DO BOYS FEEL SAME WAY WHEN THAT SPECIAL PERSON GOES AWAY???Heart-Broken-Girl-Crying.jpg

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