The woman next to me

Have you been with someone who when sleeps next to you, you feel like you live on a different planet under a different sky because of all the beautiful landscapes that she has to offer to you being totally unaware of it?
The way her hair caress you sweeping your sleep away, both lost in two different worlds; she in her dreamland and you in the awe of reality.
The air that surrounds her seems like lost, the warmth of her body keeps you cozy, mild fragrance that flows through her hair keeps you drugged and the blaze of her bare skin enlightens every single thing you could lay your eyes upon.
When her finger gaps find yours and fill the voids of your emotional imbalances and the cuddles after fights fill your soul. When the spell caster is asleep and you cannot because you can't afford to miss a single moment of such a beautiful sight.
So you peek through the slightest opening of your eyelids and gaze upon this beautiful human lying by your side wondering if all your fantasies just came true? For all your fears have now vanished and all the insecurities you once dealt with now have decided to find another home because this imperfectly perfect soul has put her trust in you and is the only feeling that matters to you.
And when she opens her eyes in her broken sleep you try to find an escape from her vision that if laid upon you will make things fall perfectly in place and it's not the way it is supposed to be, because imperfection is the new perfect and you have a problem dealing with immense love.
So you remain still and calm and composed and she finds you lost in your dreams and goes back to sleep.
And now the cycle continues.

If you were supposed to live within a lie of fantasies or a truth of reality, what would you choose?