Why you?

I should write about tattoos next but I feel like writing different topic now and it’s called, “Why you?” 😞

“Why you?”. The biggest question on my mind right now. I shouldn’t want to write about you but I guess it’s worth it. I’ve been loving this guy secretly for years now and yeah, I think he never knows. I’m that girl who isn’t that showy. I just laugh about it every time I was being teased about him. I could deny and say that we’re just friends but I never felt that way. It’s like I have him but I haven’t. It sounds crazy right? Lol but well, he’s really that guy.

“Why you?”. He’s someone I look up to. He’s that intelligent and focus. He’s silent and not that funny. Lol! He always seats at the back trying to be mysterious. He’s quite handsome as what my eyes could see. 😍 He loves his family and especially him coz you can feel it every time he talks about them. He’s the guy that is committed but never wants commitment. HAHA Does that makes sense? 🤷🏻‍♀️😂 He gets what he wants coz he strives to accomplished that every goals he had. And well, he’s really that guy.

“Why you?”. I didn’t know anymore. All I know is that I should have stopped but I haven’t. I haven’t because for me you are perfect. You are perfect because you are you. You have flaws but you embrace those. If you see him through my eyes, you’d definitely know how I feel. And well, he’s really that guy.

To that guy, (I know he can’t read this so that’s okay HAHAHA!), can I just love you secretly? I promise I’ll never let you know. But I know one day I’ll get tired of feeling this way but for now, I’ll just love you in silence coz in it, there’s no expectations and hope. No hurts and broken hearts. But I hope one day I could let go. I promise..just one day..