Love And Other Disasters: words she will never hear

"No don't push" was the thought I had running in my head, little did I know things were just about to get OTO.

Gently sitting on a rocking chair enjoying the freshness of the morning,
as the cool breeze blew with a chill accompanied with the sweet fragrance from Jasminum sambac, I nodded in appreciation,
whistling my very own favourite blues to feel the highness of the moment and in that moment, everything changed.

It was as if a part of me that was long dead came alive. I could sense the minutiae of life, colours seemed more vibrant, the smell of trees more intense, flowers prettier. I was alive.
The earth vibrated under my feet and the birds of the air sang pleasantly. I had never felt this way before for in that moment I become one with life, like I was part of something, something magnificent. There was a completeness I felt and I knew that nothing was ever going to remain the same again, after the struggles, the search for answers, the battles and victories I was at home and I shall never be alone. The mountains will be climbed, obstacles destroyed and my fears conquered.

........to be continued