I feel bad

I feel bad, there is no physical if not emotionally knowing that you prefer someone who fell to a lipstick thanks to your friend but I do not blame you, when you told me all that I thought you meant to me what in the eyes that came to your life making fun of you, planning. I reveled with you, I talked to you, I cried for you and you do not have any of that? I talk about guys who are idiots, who used you for later
leave you as a garbage? Well you do not like it that way, your decisions because with your taste I'm not the one to judge you in that.

I'm not really good at this situation to spend the days while I have to feel even more shattered because I have no dignity on the ground in front of you and you know very well but has not said anything about it, you do not need those messages I love you, I need you by my side, really, this damn distance is making me suffer and I will not stand anymore.