My life on a string ,.

Hello readers i fell the need to write this in my blog, did u guys ever felt alone before ?Well i did today, it's seems like i had a "dark passenger " in my life so far , and today all i wanted was to cry ,i felt helpless lonely, feeling sorry for myselph dying on the inside , but what was it ,the "dark passenger", i now see that it was the ability of thinking myselph as capable of being alone , but now.. My dear friends its gone ,i do not know what's going to happen for now on ,but now that its gone am afraid i'm gonna have to interact with people make friends , meet the family , wich is very scary ,because i've been very depressive lately that i can't even fell anything else ,i mean what am i? Am i a human being ? Why am i still here ? What's the meaning for everything ? .
Otherwise i'll try to see people and get out of house , meet my older friends, thank's for reading ,
And remember if u got a problem in ur life don't give up! U're tough ,my father used to say to me " u're a man or a bag of potatoes" he was the wisest man alive so believe his words!!!!
Regards brakgta