A LETTER TO BEYOND

Yes i am jelous
I know it sounds unfair
But i am
Very jelous

We had our lives right infront of us
We were happy together
Well you still are
And i am not

So i am jelous
Of the fact that your are happy without me
That you finally made it to the beyond
And left me behind

I am jelous
Still how dare you
We said its you and i forever
Now its just me

We were in that car together
We screamed together
We crashed together
We bleed together

We lost consciousness together
Funny i had more complications than you did
Why is it that i am still here
And you are not

So i am jelous
Of the fact that you get to die no more
I heard where you are now
You don't get to feel pain or sadness

I want to join you
But they said if i take my life
Heaven i will miss
So pardon me, but am jelous

I hear you live among the stars
And can even command them
While i only get to admire
From a distance

I heared that you are
That light ahead of the tunnel
See i only wish
To see the light

So i am jelous
You know i also heard
You sing all day
That you can even see God

Oh that you also have wings too
And fly all the way
That you wear white garmets
And watch from above

See why am jelous
All i have got
Are broken bones, torn flesh, bills to pay
And your body to bury

But i've got one life to live
Our kids to care for
Our promises to fulfil
So forgive if i get jelous of you

Well i've got to go now i said
As i folded my letter in tears
I leave it at your grave
And hope God permits you to read it

Am happy you've found peace
And i in pieces
Pardon me baby
But i am jealous of you

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