It's tiring to be a ghost of you. (Englis Version)

Always behind your absence as if nothing. Waiting for your return that is but an illusion of my anguish. Always with the same question in my mind, what happened? Occasionally I feel that we will be well, but at every awakening there is evidence that proves that it is different. I can no longer feel you, it is inexplicable the emptiness q you left with a Hello is not enough, just feel cold to the bones, even beyond the bottom of my soul. If I still have it because I have given everything to you that I have nothing left. I feel empty. He asked me what's worse. Feel your absence even while having your presence. Or just accept that you're gone. And leave you free. Perhaps everything that was was never again? Because you accustomed me to have you for me and I for you. Have I failed, when did I leave you alone? To live the cold of your absence, I always believed to do the right thing delivering everything but I already had nothing, I was left without you. Even without knowing why, I just want to meet him and if I'm wrong, let me know so I can change all this. And no, do not start from scratch, please start where we are. , Where we leave is to feel that sensation again.