One day you meet someone and with all the excitement in the world, you start planning your future because like so many of us, you get caught up in the thrill of something new and the abundance of possibilities. Then, like a freaking tidal wave, you wake up one morning, kick yourself in the ass and without a second thought you run for the hills because you know you're not the kind of person who can settle. The attraction may be there but the connection is not, it's that simple. Don't force it and don't fake it, cause you won't make it. You deserve magic and don't you forget that, ever.
The universe knows exactly what you need, who you need and when you need it, so be patient and believe.
If you are like me, then you are the kind of person who believes that each interaction has a meaning and each and every person is brought to you for a reason. You believe that you meet someone and it is your duty to figure out their purpose in your life and your purpose in theirs. This can be a beautiful journey but it can also become overwhelming. Each person has so many different qualities and things to offer so trying to maneuver through thoughts, feelings and emotions can be draining, but don't give up and don't you dare settle. Not every mind blowing individual you meet has to be your future partner, remember that. Whether friendship or romance, each person and each situation has a lesson, so be open to learning and growing.
You crave depth in conversation and deep belly laughs. You crave the solitude that comes when the sun sets and moon rises. You crave an empty room where you can be alone with your thoughts and reflect solely on the lessons and signs that were presented to you that day. You crave ambient lighting and flickering candles to fill your soul back up after giving your shine to the world all day. You crave words that make your heart happy and songs that make you dance. You crave so many beautiful yet incredibly simple things in this world. You deserve someone who recognizes and respects that. Wait for it...
You may need to kiss a lot of frogs and snakes and maybe even some unpleasant creatures before you find them, but they're worth it and so are you.
Your warrior doesn't have to come equipped with the armor and sword, albeit a rocking body, good looks and a few or 30 tattoos wouldn't hurt, they just have to meet you where you are. They need to meet you in your world, at your time and inside your safe place. They need to respect the fact that you have a fragile heart and that more times than not, you guard that shit like Fort Knox. They need to understand that although they are your warrior, they need not tear down your walls in one foul swoop or the next thing they will see is your eyeball glaring at them through the peek hole in the door you just slammed in their face after locking and throwing away the key. They need to understand and accept you in all of your chaotic glory because lets face it, we are all a functioning shit show most days so having someone there to laugh and catch you when you fall is everything.
Wait for someone who touches your soul in the same way your favorite song does on the day you need it the most. Wait for someone who blows your mind and leaves you feeling like you're the most magical being in the world, because you are. Wait for someone who shows you in every way that it's okay to be exactly who you are while also helping you become the person you have always known you are meant to be. Wait for someone who doesn't judge you or try to change you but instead embraces every little quirk as if everything you are is everything they have ever been looking for. Wait for someone who shows up in your life everyday and elevates your vibrations with just a look or a few words. Wait for someone who just fucking makes you feel like the God or Goddess that you are.