Falling in love is as complicated as falling out of love. It requires strength and courage to let someone in, as it is to let it go. At time we're surrounded with a lot of uncertainties of whether we love him, or were infatuated, or we're just looking for fun. Well I have 5 proven (by me) ways that show that I'm in love with him.
I think about him all the time
There's never a moment in my life that has gone by without me thinking about him. It has become a subconscious part of my being. Even though there's a distance between us, I never for a second forget that he exists. I recreate the moments we had, and create moments we are to have. I talk to him even when he's not here. I smile and laugh with him whether he's with me or not.I get him
Whether we're arguing or simply talking, there's just this mutual understanding that we have. I understand his feelings and emotions, I know when he's happy, when he's sad, when he needs a simple hug and well.... when he needs to get freaky. He doesn't need to explain a lot, I just get him..... and ......we finish each other's sentences.I have butterflies in my stomach when he says he's on his way.
Every date or meet up feels like the first time. I still get excited to see him as if it was our first date. When he texts or calls that he's coming over, I simply lose it, my tummy rumbles, I have a mini fever. The excitement is simply too much.My knees tremble when I finally see him.
I can't even begin to describe the way I feel when I'm with him. My mind, body and soul react when he's present. Most of the time I'm on 'auto smile', I can't help but smile because the joy is just too much to ignore. My soul is at peace, I feel protected and safe, I feel like we can take over the world, I feel buoyant. I can't get my hands off him, I feel I just have to be in contact with him. This is a sure sign that he's the one, and that I love him.
- I cry about him
I've had so many relationships in my life, but non of them have made me cry save him. I cry because I miss him, I cry when we're arguing, I cry when I say goodbye, I cry when he holds me tight, I cry when he tells me that he loves me, I cry when things are not looking up for him, and now, I'm crying because I realize that I really really love him. And that love does exist. Love actually happens
