How cruel can life be

Am Nathan and today lets talk about my love life .. Am a final year student who fell in love with a girl who is also in her finial year and like am so in love with this girl.. Infact she is my world but the most painful part our our relationship is we are so in love with each other even when when we know there is no future in the relationship sometimes i want to let her go so that she would be free to find a husband since she said she wouldn't be able to wait for me since am kinda young and still have a long way to go and that she's not getting any younger my only regret is that we didn't meet earlier and i always tell her that and it gets to me more knowing we love each other do much but it kills knowing our love will be short lived because of how cruel life is most times its really weights her down but she wouldn't want to say it because she feels she would be breaking my heart but i know it already because it is written in her eyes sometimes i cant help but to hold her tight and whisper to her ears baby... Its going to be fine we might not know the future but lets live our everyday like it's our last days on earth followed by a soft kiss on her head...