She comes in the summer, vacation for a couple of weeks.
The same evening in a quiet bar meets him.
Currents pass through thick cigarette smoke,
a couple of hours later, the same currents churn her bed.
And in the morning as if someone pressed a button in his mind.
She says to herself – no illusions, tenderness and snot.
She tells him – pure sex, no " lovers."
He only smiles – a pity.
By nightfall, the same faces were in the bar, and he was back
he pours her a whisky, kisses it tenderly.
All evening does not let go of her hand,
keeps her up all night.
And in the morning again a thousand sharp stings
dig into the heart – only it would not love!
And she says him-it is time you, leave.
And he replies – a pity.
So a week passes, the tenderness does not subside —
they fall asleep together, share Breakfast, lunch and dinner.
And when it becomes scary, unbearably necessary –
suddenly disappears.
She bitterly laughs – and wasn OK who promised,
that will be there always and so-forth.
Just met two of loneliness
and fled – a pity.
She wakes up in the morning, immediately picks up the phone –
not a word from him again, nothing.
Does he know how cold it is to sleep without it,
what restless, disturbing dream was she having?
She is gaining in second – I missed you, come!
He writes two hours later, I'm busy, this time can not,
lots of business, conferences, meetings, all on the run.
She replies – a pity.
She curses herself-she has sworn that she is neither-nor!
That he wouldn't go crazy, fall in love, get used to it.
Angry – I do not want to say, and to shout
how the days dragged on endlessly,
like a dagger sticking out of his ribs,
under the collarbone shrivels and hurts.
How would she get home, a crippled invalid?
How infinitely sorry she was…
She collects a bag-documents, gifts, things,
sit on the path, hand over the keys at the reception.
Her phone is still hopelessly silent,
rain on the street not goes, and lashes.
Sad and noisy meets someone else's station,
she goes into the compartment, sits on the bottom shelf.
Phone is waking up — I missed you, without you-all without bribery!
And she replies – a pity.