THE HIDDEN FEELINGS

You! the utterance of whose name, the thinking of whom, conversation with whom brings a smile on my face every day ..every hour..and every moment. Even when I'm not in mood the sensation of your presence in my heart force me to smile in an amazing way! Enthusiastically in solitude I try to explain these feelings that even I don't understand ..imagine you to be there...and hope you to feel the same
And hey! Listen to my eyes and hear my thoughts , can you still not be sure? What you see is not me it is you smiling behind my lips..
I find a world of happiness inside you. Is this feeling only for momentary gratification?? Here , I'm trying to perform a labour of love.. these feelings coming out in the form of words, Exactly these words are the labour of love & the only source of my pleasure. Beyond the sad truth , I compell myself to be happy through imagination. For certain, some days in the past I used to feel great only because of your presence. It is why this naive heart is not ready to agree!..that, it was nothing more than illusion. Time and again past haunts me. I am caught in the past & find no way out.I am totally tired and broken that I don't choose to take it anymore. I'm okey but i am not ...not happy ...not sad,
Most of the times I don't even know, I feel confused . I guess I'm living but I'm not.
Although it's meaningless , still I'm reliving in the past with the dream of my beloved hidden in the corner of my heart ·
The hidden feelings 😊

Intimately, used to share
Every sorrows and happiness
If Your vision there
All obstacles I could face..
Amazing were you & you were mystique
To understand I found harder!
My heart collide & there my fault exist
To see you more than wellwisher!!
Words interpret you the least
your kindness to the core
Friendly, I found you at best
But I supposed little more!
Finally...i got you to adore
& praise the way you are
But I choose to ignore
& run a bit far!!
Jealousy is killing inside
Why can't I be so?
But.....For feelings to douse& ride
I find better to go
Honour to your greatness
Salute to your pure soul
Now...kindle me & help me trace
I sit up to my goal.
That blissful moment
Is all locked inside...
Thank you for the incident!
I...realize feelings are to hide!!
source; https://bestvsbeast.blogspot.com/2018/05/the-hidden-feelings.html