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Occasionally the old man saw the ring he held, with a hopeful smile that implied longing. occasionally he stared into a white cloud and then smiled again and looked down as if playing with his own world. "The situation is stable Mr. Anton, do not worry," Anton said, looking emotional streaks on his face, This is the fourth time he was caught by Wijaya looking at the old man.

"Do not tell me if he's dead," the man said in a high voice. Anton also went away from the grass field while tidying up his jacket. "Okay sir the director keep lying." Wijaya said as he looked at the man, he was pensive, wijaya looked at the man who had gone away while tidying his shirt.

His legs became stiff as he tried to move them, his hands became very vibrating, he recalled his past, where his mother cruelly drove him away so hateful to his father. He remembered how roughly his mother who was with her new boyfriend drove him out of the house while he was sleeping, when he was only 6 years old.



He kept waiting outside the fence of a very luxurious and very spacious house was showered by the cold rain without knowing anything, no reaction at all from within the house. the pouring rain water soaked his body wearing only pajamas, the cold air ambushed him, he decided to leave after realizing he was no longer wanted. He walked with despair, heading toward a dark, hopeless territory when he saw a brightly lit house, he ran straight to it. all her fears disappear instantly, suddenly a voice makes her smile.

"Is not that your son, Joe?" He frowned.
"You're looking for your father huh? Oh dear you're soaked, you must be cold! "The man took Anton's hand and led him inside.

"Joeeeee ... this is your son .." jOe was surprised to find Anton kissing his hand.
"Dad .." Say Anton, who immediately embraced him.
"Why are you here? Come on! "Anton then followed Joe in confusion.

"Daddy, when are you coming home?" The noise was heard as they passed the crowd in the house.
"Well, I'm cold." Anton said shakingly, but his voice was swallowed by the noise.

"Joe was having an affair with his own secretary and now he's divorced with his wife," Said one of them, Anton could only hear.

Well I'm sleepy, "he said as he stumbled.
"Go on!" His father said curtly.

"Get lost!" Joe threw Anton into his car.
"My father was cold and sleepy, because it was a mother .." Said Anton cut off.
"Shut up!" Snapped Joe. He was so eager to throw the boy who also allegedly the result of his wife's affair was out the window of the car. Anton is not clear who the child really is, because both father and mother so happy to change partners outside their official relationship.

Early morning had arrived, the TRD white Fortuner car pulled over in a quiet alley, the sound so gripping.
After parking his car, Joe came out, then opened the door and forcibly lifted Anton. "You! Away! ", The man said. Anton became helpless against his father's hard grip, cold air piercing his body making his hands stiffen. "Painy." Joe led the boy to the garbage dump. "Wait here!! And do not go anywhere !! "Joe said as he lowered Anton roughly, but when Joe would walk, Anton clasped his legs.

"Well, I beg you to take me," while tearing down. "Well please," Joe paused, he took a deep breath. "Let go of me!" Joe said with a snap without fear of waking the surrounding people.
"I want to follow my father .." the more Joe kicked his leg, the stronger the Anton clutches. "Le .. pas ..kan .. me !!" Joe snapped while kicking hard Anton.

"Crazy kid!" Said Joe who approached Anton lying helpless. "If you follow me again, you'll kill me!" Anton bowed his head. "As soon as you're supposed to do!" Joe said, he walked away very quickly, Anton watched helplessly at his distant and disappearing father, his body unmovable, he tried to endure the pain, but the pain was spreading all over his body, made him faint.

Anton wakes up when a man lifts and throws him. "Ouch !!" He again moaned in pain, the sky was blue, and it was noon, his body was full of bruises and wounds, he moaned and continued to moan, no one there caring. She cried, a man who dressed so dirty came to him and said "Away you !! Make a scene just a sight !! "he could not say any pain was over his body, making him lying helpless.

"You sadistic! She is a child! "A well-dressed woman came to the man.
"If you want to be treated humane you should treat others in the same way!" She said, then approached the boy, Halimah lowered her body. "Hello son," he embraced the tiny body, Anton's face flushed.

God, you are full of cuts and bruises. "Said Halimah while carrying the boy.
"Sakittt .." Anton moaned.
"I'll take you to the doctor!" He said, Anton's face flushed again, he immediately took the boy to the hospital.

"Please have an emergency here." A young doctor approached them.
"Geez, why can this be so?" Immediately the doctor kowalsky took Anton into his room and then healed the boy's wound.
"He's the kid I found in a garbage dump, a cousin," said Halimah.
"Am I going to survive?" Anton said very weakly, suddenly his body became limp, and his eyes closed, he was unconscious, doctors kowalsky very quiet "He just shock no more, his wound also I've cured."

"Yeah, I'm taking care of the merger process, probably all sorted out this month," Anton said as he accepted the coffee he made for her. "What time do you go home?" Said the voice on the other side with worry. "Not too late why do not worry, I'll have dinner with my mother, dah bu." Anton said while wearing his black-made Italian coat, he came out of the luxurious room, but he was intercepted in the middle of the road.

"Anton," the old man said, Anton immediately walked away, but the old man chased Anton.
"Anton my son, this is my father, son," the old man said, pulling his hand away.
"I'm sorry sir what are you?" He tried to let go of the hand, but the old man's hand pulled so hard that Anton tried to move his body away from the old man's pull, but he could not bear it, suddenly a security officer let go of his hand, then took the old man.

"Anton you not what?" Said a woman who had just arrived, Anton sat down.
"What the heck is that?" When Hamidah asked Anton then fell into supine position.
"Anton dear!" Wanda said frantically, which was then visited by two security guards, immediately carry Anton to the health room.
"Anyway he is .." Anton whispered, closing his eyes.

"Anton my dear, how about now? already feel better .. "Anton just looked at the hamidah with a hollow look, Hamidah knew Anton was reminded of his past.

"Anton dear I'm so dear to you." Anton hugged the sweet lady, then grabbed her hands tightly, as if she wanted to lean on her for all the past that came back to her, she realized she had to be strong in front of hamidah.
Anton then kissed the sweet woman's forehead, a few moments later Anton lay down on the bed in the health room, Hamidah accompanied Anton beside him.

For a moment he saw Anton's Smartphone, there had been 11 missed calls from Halimah, he saw the enormous attention from her husband's mother, Halimah suddenly sent WA. "I called Anton anton why not answered since?" Hamidah immediately replied "Anton is very tired at this time bu, he is sleeping now, do not worry bu, we will go home before dinner." He grasped Anton's hand, smiling sweetly .

"I know your dear past, and I will continue to help you face it as hard as you can, you are a strong man Anton Suherman." Hamidah leaned his head into Anton's left hand.

"Mom! I go home! "Anton said as he unzipped his jacket, Halimah, who was drinking his tea at once, turned toward him, kissed his forehead.
"Mom! There is good news! "Halimah put on a curious face.
"Success!" The man said as he handed him a document he immediately saw.
"Mergernya not only a success, but also increase the value of our stock!" Said Anton, Halimah smile.

Are you satisfied? "Say Halimah joked.
"Not only satisfied but very satisfied," Halimah laughed at the satisfaction of her son, in his view Anton is the most important person for him, he then holds Anton's hand tightly.
"My son is the best," said Halimah, Anton smiled and then kissed her cheek.

"You do not have to worry about me anymore, I'm an adult," Halimah brushed her son's head. "Precisely I'm worried about you, worried if you're not happy,"
"Do not worry, I'm happy," Anton said.
"If you are happy you will marry again,"
"Mother .."

"Mom, no phone," a waiter suddenly called Halimah.
"I'll take the call first, who knows from your future father," he blushed.
"Mother"

"So you're not happy ya?"
"Happy donk,"
"Then let the mother remarry then?" Laughing then she left.

Anton looked at Halimah from a distance, Halimah looked at it then smiled he was very aware that the man he picked up from the street by him twenty-seven years ago was now very mature, "You're very grown up like never used to," whispered Halimah. The night was full moonlight that accompanied by the song "Wrap Your trouble in dream" from Bing Crosby, Halimah is indeed a music lover.

"Where is that one hotshot?" Asked the newly arrived Doctor Kowalsky.
"Have slept in the room with his wife, they both have worked hard all day," said Halimah with a smile.
"He already has a wife huh? I did not think he was the old boy. "Said the doctor kowalsky.
Halimah closed her eyes, enjoying the incredibly beautiful golden sound of Bing Crosby, accompanied by the moonlight, adding to the night-rush of the vast home.

"Inget not fit he wants to know about medicine? He keeps watching you all the way to your practice room .. Keep hanging out there all day, "Doctor Kowalsky laughed as he headed for the chair next to Halimah and sat down, a waiter then brought them two cups of coffee, while drinking coffee, they both smiled , each of them imagines how funny Anton was when he was a kid.
"Eh he even not be a doctor." Said Doctor Kowalsky who accompanied laughter from Halimah.

Anton again stood in the middle of the grass with his waist, he looked at the old man with a puzzled look, he faced a difficult choice, he did not know what to do, on the other hand he was not supposed to be his father, even treating him like garbage to be thrown away , but on the other hand, he might be his real father, and he could not bear to abandon his own father, Anton remembered the words from Halimah. "He met me eight years ago, when you were in college S2, he searched for you all his life, and found you have become my son, he also expressed regret for what he did to you," anton eyes dreamy reminded how Halimah told him always ask him. In fact he once said want to give the prize graduation title of master Anton with a luxury sedan, which of course was rejected by Anton.

"He regretted his actions." Anton insisted "I can not forgive him for his deeds to me that night .." halimah then smiled. "He's a gig * lo and your mother is curry." Halimah said, Anton paused for a moment and shed tears, he was crying so hard.
"Hedon's lifestyle makes it that way, and he regrets it, sorry you have to know it like this, but you're grown up now, you should know," Anton paused from his tears then pensive, realizing that his father and mother were not at all good people.

Anton looked at the old man from afar as he continued to catch his breath, his feelings uncertain, Anton then contacted Wijaya with his smartphone. "Hello wijaya, we must meet, now." Anton walked away from the old man who looked at him with a blank look. "He was taken to the foundation's decrepit home by a mysterious man, and he seems to have dementia, when he's not too old." Clearly Wijaya, Anton keeps thinking hard about the identity of the mysterious man.

"It seems his memory is just a memory of you, therefore he often runs away, like the other day," said Wijaya while smoothing his hair.
"It seems that this has to do with his old lifestyle." The man stopped his words as Anton began to look angry.
"Do not make me sympathize with him." Anton said as he banged on the table, he then walked away from the wijaya, Wijaya patted the man's shoulder. "Sorry I'm a friend .." Anton then took the applause off his shoulder, and pushed Wijaya's body back, then left.

A loud afternoon breeze kept hitting the old man's body, an old man who kept looking at Anton who was climbing into his car from a distance, "You've grown very young Anton," the old man said in a hoarse voice, he then wept regretting what he had done, he then remembers about his plans that he composed with Juna.

"Do not do this Joe .. you may indeed have done something to him first. But you also do not have to kill yourself .. "Juna then stopped.
"I want to pay Jun everything, before the disease gnaws me out." He seems to be suffering from the pain caused by the HIV virus that has spread in almost all of his body. Juna shed tears and looked with compassion that his best friend.

"Heal yourself Joe .." Joe laughed.
"I do not deserve Jun's treatment." Joe slid his legs, then took the medicine beside him and drank it.
"I just want one thing." Joe said, Juna stared curiously at the decision the old man would take.

The man played the game on his smartphone but his mind was not focused, he felt guilty to Anton, but this was the best thing he thought he should do, Wijaya then held his head with both hands, he was very depressed "Geez!" He ruffled her hair, trying to find the middle way, the article first Joe pleaded with him. "Please sir wijaya, you are the chairman of the foundation who owns a nursing home, and also one of his friends, I really want to apologize to him." Joe said, his whole body trembling from his illness. "Okay, okay," Wijaya said, closing his eyes.

He then moaned in pain, the pain had been pierced to his bones, causing his body to become a spasm, he fell, but tried to get up and grabbed his medicine "I .. I .. can not stand .." he suddenly did not care about the medicine and walked looking for Wijaya, it was more important to tell Wijaya what he would say to Anton than the medicine.

"Good Lord!" Said Wijaya who saw Joe walking with the rest of his exhausted effort to try toward him.
"Sam .. pa..i..kan .. pa..da .. An..ton .. A..ku ... sa..ng..at .. me..nya..ya .. ngi. .. "he said with great exhaustion, he then closed his eyes and breathed his last on the spot.

Anton did not cry but was unhappy, he just looked at the tombstone with a blank look, a suit with an expensive jacket he wore by the swift flow of cold winds flowing, Wijaya immediately approached the man while closing his eyes and faces regret.
"Sorry I have to hide this from you, the mysterious man is not there, he came to me for knowing I was your friend, he begged me," Anton did not answer anything.

"Even when the disease has been grazing all over his body he still says that he loves you." Wijaya then shed tears, while looking at the man who was silent beside him. "He said he was never happy at all even never .. he always lived a hard life .. the thing he has done to you was the biggest mistake of his life," before he finished his sentence, Anton went away, Wijaya then chased him. Anton unexpectedly smiled. "Maybe he is my father or maybe he is not, I do not know and will never know, but one thing I know, that he loves me." Wijaya looked with joy, laughing happily, while Anton walked away, accompanied by frangipani flowers that fall blown by the wind.

My dearest son Anton, I may not be worthy of confessing to be your father, especially since what I've done to you, I throw you like trash, but should you know, Anton, that I feel a very painful thing after I throw you away, I feel very regret in which gnaws at me from within. "

"But I also can not come back and take you away, because my life is not a good life for you, you can not grow in this environment."

"The news that says I'm having an affair with my secretary is a hoax, the fact is that my mother and you never married at all, we're just a prostitute couple sharing our ill-gotten money, and after the split of money we do not fit and then parted, hatred of each other, because we put together the money, "

"Then you just disappear, and I look for you everywhere after I repent, and finally I have found you happy with a big businessman, Bu Halimah is someone who deserves to care for you, I'm very happy to see it, but it's all too late, because the disease has weaken me bit by bit, due to my own actions in the past, "

"I'm so anxious, so desperate for once I say to you directly that I love you,"

Anton could not hold back his grief, he closed his eyes and pensive, then closed the laptop screen relics Joe. day was getting late, a gentle breeze rushed into his room, the curtains moving slowly through the wind, accompanied by the dusk of sunset streaming through his wide-open window, illuminating his room cupboard and forming a glowing light wave. Suddenly his smartphonenya rang, he then saw WA messages sent to him wijaya.

"I've channeled all the help Mr. Joe Hasibuan has donated to the foundation for street children's free schools, orphanages and abandoned shelters." Anton breathed a sigh of relief, for him Joe had proved sincerely and in total all his good intentions.