This is me saying goodbye,
I am deeply hurt, I have to admit.
I thought you were different, but you ended up to be a shadow from my past.
I do not regret opening up to you and giving all my love. I do not have regrets, because I did everything to make you happy.
But sadly, those efforts were not enough.
I want to hold on a bit more, but it does not make sense anymore. I am the only one fighting this battle since the beginning.
It is too hard to start over knowing that we shared good memories together, but i have to.
I have to be strong and find my worth.
I know someday, I will get the love that I deserve. I will soon get the love that I have been praying for.
So this is me, saying goodbye...until we meet again and I hope it does not hurt that much anymore. 🥀
written by: Neil Jed Castro