FLOETRY VOL 8

Ive wasted half my life in the dark, the other half i've spent trying to capture what has already dissolved. My teen years was crucified like Jesus, my childhood was more hollow than freaking yeezus. Ive always been abnormal, never was a typical black guy. Always had my dad in my life and Ive never seen a jail cell in my life, I know nothing of weed, know nothing of speed, know nothing of prostitutes and crack houses on 3rd street. By these standards I stand in polar opposites, admired and a sigh of relief by elders but penalized by my peers, yet there the very ones who will be serving 15 to life within 10 years. Im apart of black America but I can't see it because of the tears, of black mothers raising future felons and street soldiers, 50 cent makes an album in 03 and the whole world revolts in praise, but jenna 6 happens we speak no names. Im tired of the double colored standard of this country, no wonder all I see is genocide and hate, Im like the box art of ashras wrath Im borderline blind to grace. Its hard for me to give thanks to God when theres another sharon tate found in avondale and due to the color of her skin the cops just say oh well, yet when elizabeth smart gets kidnapped the whole country cries, yet the same thing happened to gabrielle union at 17 and no one bats an eye. I wish death on my country, Im laying my psychosis on this LP, Angels and Demons with me the classic that will never feed the bass of the club scene. Never will this album hit the radio or be featured on the top 100s when 2015 is 8 seconds away from being unfold. This will never reach the millions of lost, the men behind bars, the youths that are brainwashed from BET and the streets. Im the rapper the never was, Im the prophet that never preached, Im the psychopath that never committed a crime, Im the pedophile that never screwed anything, Im ringing in chris benoits ears. I'm the last entry of Ann Franks diary before she left the earth, heaven may she breathe first. Im that American that is so defiant towards the system that I will spit at the flag question obama and call him a marlboro fag. I'm the new Ann frank, LOOK AT WHAT I BECAME! With every suicide attempt and razor cuts coming back to haunt me, all the nightmares of demonic presence and episodes of depression that went unnoticed, I represent all of this, with every aborted fetish, with every soul that is sleeping, with every rape victim that has nightmares and wakes up screaming, with every abusive parent shoots themselves because don't know how to stop the pain they've displayed, Iam the voice of those in pain…