There are many things in this Matrix that are uncomfortable. For me personally one of the most frustrating is the language system. I do not house a huge vocabulary that expresses emotions and intentions. I was not raised with the freedom to speak, and most definitely was not allowed to express my feelings when I was allowed to speak. I find that this has created a limitation in me that I will overcome, but it is still at work inside of me right now.
It is easy to share head knowledge, but when one is an intuitive that also feels very deeply, and that gets suppressed, it changes who you are as a person. It changes your ability to express, and your confidence in expressing yourself. A piece of you is hidden even from yourself that you have to find again. This is a big part of my journey. I feel deeply, love deeply, hurt deeply, care deeply, and when it doesn’t come across the way that my true Heart Centered Self would express it, I am grateful for the Being that Knows me Heart to Heart and can feel and see who I really am.