Hello again, it's me, the guy who spoke his alter ego yesterday
every day is closer but my birthday and the only thing I want is to be able to die in peace and that all stop fucking me or at least stop calling me a while, the only thing I need is myself.
I am not crazy and I know, I have perfect consents in my actions and my lucidity is well, I am mentally stable (for the moment) and I do not need the mercy of the people or their empathy, I just want to one day do as if I exist, as people usually do most of the time.
The reason I write this because I think that sometimes the things we do or say to someone else not only affects their feelings, but also their mental health, that soft thread that separates the madness of sanity or mental clarity
There are people like me who prefer to be alone or have better company with themselves and another that can not be if they are not accompanied by someone else receiving attention or even this people who always expect the good even know that nothing is.
it is true that in life you have to fight and a lot, but at least let's go back to see that person that we always look at in a bad way or that person who always lives precinct and think: "what is in your head? So much of that? "" Why does he make those comments?
yes, because sometimes the comments for very in "joke" that are said sometimes even conceal a strong truth and we do not know until they do and we did not expect it.
reminds me of the story of a friend in college who used to make many jokes of suicidal tone, but no one took it as one day would, until one day in his social networks we saw that he had hanged himself.
sometimes we should stop bothering those people whose characters are violent at times or are always sad or just looking at it thinking about many things, give them a rest or relax, or maybe they leave, maybe you do not get too hungry for him This person's world is already a lot to give even if it is a small respite from life.
Well I go back to write because I felt bad, and I had a lot of load on it and I do not want anyone to bother me, currently my only social network is twitter because literal I do not want to know anyone, I want a respite but the world does not understand it and I just want a moment of silence and calm without dying, because there is still much to see and learn