Entraments of the Physical Ego Mind _kinkyness

hmmm its funny my stupid physical ego mind dosent seem 2 want 2 accept the fact that some in fact pretty much all metaphysical shit is actually insanely simple. like the fact i keep getting mirrored rentless with dating partners who are 2 afraid 2 meet me is because i am because i need 2 allow myself 2 more of myself to "take risks" and stop forcing myself 2 live in this self imposed frequency prison that literally feels like i have been forcing myself 2 live inside a quantum multi-spectrum verison of that sci-fi show the dome. because thats literally what ive been doing that why when i found that show it actually felt fuckng magicaly like when i go into mlp but the dark is not actually dark its beautiful and amasing just as everything everything has infinte value just as it is even u and me! we dont get mirrored with a new quantum lesson if we wanna refuse the current one being thrown in our fucking face rentlenessly cause our higher self can't give us a new lesson or playground if we dont accept things as they are instead of invaldating them and saying dark beings are trash because there are literall 100% us without expection so we are energtically attack ourselves as trash and then becomming the very thing we say we don't want. so yea kinky shit!
yea its okay 2 be dark there some of the most wild experiances u can have blowing up a whole fucking planet what a amasing gift 2 be able 2 use a entire star a fucking bomb or more! sure karma might rape you in the asshole for a couple thousand years for that or less. but not nessarily.
because if u build your own parallel reality like a super advanced video game like we are literally living right now.
where those rules don't apply are 2 a insanely lesser extent u can still do it without and fear or worry over u know karma fuck rules so yea loopholes! even demons know of loopholes or those who might want 2 control a planet u can incarnate in any planet in the entire universe u dont have 2 fucking incarnate on earth let go of that dear friends .......
that was a game we where playing and actually fucking asked 2 have our memories whiped coming here cause we obviously needed it but 4 a good reasons .......